The bad seed?

Feelings?

Pipers pov
Just as me and Amy are about to kiss,james walks in completely oblivious, "pipes come on you've got that doctors appointment"james says looking at my mum who I'm assuming was eating the breakfast she had just made. "Okay let me get changed"i say and he leaves "shit I'm sorry"Amy says backing away "what are you sorry for?"i ask "for me about to kiss you when your vulnerable"Amy says "you think I'm vulnerable?"i ask "yeah I mean you've lost your dad and your burying him tomorrow pipes"Amy says "Amy are you straight?"i ask "I'm pansexual that cool?"amy asks "yeah!"i say hugging her,I feel Amy relax in my arms the same way I do when she hugs me.

I start getting changed into my outfit:

I turn around and Amy's jaw drops "good or bad?"i ask "you look amazing"Amy says and i turn around to look in the mirror "really?"i ask in disbelief,Amy suddenly grabs my by my hips and pulls me into her lap "you look amazing my love"Amy says. Okay at first I thought her calling me "my love" was an accident but now that's the second time she's called me that. I smile "promise?"i ask "I promise my love" Amy says. "Okay I have to leave for this appointment you sure you'll be okay here alone with my mum?"i ask "are you crazy I love debs"Amy says as i stand up "okay"i say as i sigh "you'll be okay"Amy says as she lays back down on my bed, i leave after saying goodbye to my mum.

Time skip-after they do all the tests

"So piper you do have anxiety"my doctor says. I feel my heart sink "no!"i say standing up. "Piper please you have to understand that we can give you medicine to help you"my doctor says "Whatever"i mutter as I leave and james follows "pipes"james says and i ignore him,putting in my headphones and blasting hayloft. I get into james car putting my head against the window. James starts driving and I start falling asleep with the music still blasting,james takes out my earphones "leave me alone"i say and put them back in and begin to fall asleep again. I wake up when I feel james take a left turn instead of a right turn,i open my eyes to see he has taken me to the next step "what are you doing jayjay?"i ask "jayjay?you haven't called me that since" james cuts himself off as he was about to say since our dad died. James parks and i get out of the car and walk in, "hey"emily says and i put my hood up and ignore her and everyone else keeping my headphones in,i start dancing everyone looks noah walks in as everyone looks at each other "she's not a fucking killer or some shit you all need to grow up!"noah says raising his voice walking over to me. "Come here"noah says and i hug him "you'll be okay i promise darling"noah whispers in my ear. "Can we leave?"i ask looking at james "yeah of course"james says,i speed walk out of the studio and down to the car. I put my headphones in again,just as james was going to tell me to take them out noah stops him "leave her alone she's happy listening to music"noah says,i smile at him for a split second. I sit in the back of the car and james drives back to our house,i walk into our house forgetting that Amy was there.i open my bedroom door and slam it so hard it wakes Amy up "sorry"i mutter and she sits up "hey what's wrong my love?"she asks opening her arms,i walk over vetting and she pulls me into her lap "i-i h-have" i can barely speak until "shh you don't have to explain to me"amy whispers laying down with me laying on top of her. I feel safe with her like nothing can hurt me