The bad seed?

Will she ever get better?

Tw- mention of suicide
Noah's pov
I'm a mess! I'm currently sobbing in my bed about aria! I've been crying for the past 4 hours but james had to go home for some emergency and said he can't come over again, someone knocks on the door and james walks in "hey I noticed everyone had called me" james cuts himself off when he sees that I'm crying "oh my baby"james says and he lays down on my bed and he pulls me into his chest "what's wrong baby?"james asks "it's aria she's readmitted herself into beckley"i stutter out "oh my god! Baby I'm so sorry I want here for you! Here for aria!"james says "your here now that's all that matters"i say softly "let it out cry,scream whatever you need to do let it out!"james says and i begin to cry again. James doesn't say anything he just holds me!

Jacquie's pov
Richelle isn't crying,isn't angry she's numb which sounds normal but she hasn't said anything in the past 4 hours and she's staring at the wall just like aria does. I don't know if I should hug her,or just let her stare until she stops! "Baby?"i ask softly richelle just continues to stare at the wall, i walk out of the room and go and get Michelle and amanda since we are at their house "i don't know what to do Richelle's just staring at the wall"i say softly "and she hasn't said anything in the past 4 hours"i add "okay that's more concerning!"michelle and amanda says softly. They walk into the room and michelle steps in front of richelle and where she was staring "hey move!"richelle screams "no richelle honey there's nothing we can do about it aria chose to go back into beckley!"michelle says "I don't care now move!"richelle screams "i said no"michelle says and richelle runs out of the house. We all follow her to the next step, we walk in and she's just dancing like always except this time with a little emotion. She's dancing to a recording of aria singing when she was five. I walk over to her and begin to dance with her, one by one everyone joins in even davis who met up with us here. After we stop dancing richelle and Harper both have the same look on their faces when they look at davis "you did this you put her in beckley!"harper says "no i didn't!"davis says "before she meet you she was doing well!"richelle says "why are you saying this?"davis asks "because I know that aria really wanted to be happy with you but she isn't I can tell she wasn't!"harper says which is true "you were stressing her out,you never really gave her space when she asked for it"richelle shouts "richelle stop!"I shout at her making richelle flinch. I realise it in her face "I'm sorry baby"i say softly"it's okay I know you didn't mean to make me flinch"richelle says and i hug her. We all go back to our houses and me and richelle end up cuddling as we watch a movie "how you feeling your quiet I don't like it"i say making richelle smile a little "there's my girlfriends perfect smile" i say as i kiss her "I'm going to get changed"i say getting out of the bed "but I'm cold and your warm!"richelle whines cutely "so come over here while I get changed baby"i say softly and she begins to walk over but freezes and looks at the locked drawer by her bed. She quickly grabs the key and unlocks it, she grabs arias diary but hesitates to open it "why aren't you opening it?"i ask walking over to her "multiple reasons"richelle says "which are?"i ask rubbing her back "she only has four rules! 1:Don't read the diary, 2hurt her friends or family she will kill you 3:protecting her brother at all costs 4:protect friends at all costs"richelle says "at all costs?"i ask "no matter the risk she will protect friends and family even if it means she dies"richelle says and I'm shocked at how far aria would go for her friends and family "she ever almost got killed for protect noah and her friends?"i ask "yeah a few times"richelle says "really?"i ask "yeah there was one time when I called her because my dad was hitting me a lot and amanda and michelle were out and I was scared, she came over instantly and my dad tried to stab her multiple times but he got her in the stomach and she didn't care, it was like she didn't see anything other then the importance of getting me out of that house"richelle says "omg"is all I can let out "yeah she ended up going to hospital for a few day and she didn't even blame me all she said was that the only thing that matter to her in that moment was getting me out of the house and making sure that i was safe"richelle says. Richelle opens the diary and begins to read but she stops when something caught her eye. "NOAH"richelle screams and noah runs in "what is it?"Noah asks

"We need to see aria NOW"richelle says "whoa we can see her tomorrow"noah says trying to calm richelle down "we might not have tomorrow to see her!"Richelle says "what do you mean?"noah asks richelle begins to read the diary

If I ever go back into beckley I will kill my self and this time I will make it work! I promise!!

We all look at each other before running out of the house and noah drives to beckley and everyone else meets us there "hi I'm here to see aria"noah says and they walk us to her room "she's asleep but you can wake her up but be careful"the nurse says and we all walk in. Noah shakes aria lightly and you can see needle marks for some reason all up and down her legs but Richelle spots that she's wearing a hoodie long sleeved! We are all thinking the same thing we see the hoodie. Aria wakes up and immediately hugs noah "I'm so glad your okay!"noah says and aria sits up and looks at everyone "ars the hoodie?"harper asks and aria looks away and at that moment we all know she self harmed "I'm sorry"aria mutters "it's okay no one is mad"noah says and everyone begins to hug her except me and davis, aria looks at me and davis "I'm not going to hurt you both davis you did what you had to do I'm not mad at you"aria says and davis hugs her.

After davis pulls away aria looks at me "do you really hate me?"aria asks and i hug her "I could never actually hate you"i say softly as I pull away from the hug. Harper sits next to aria and aria leans on her shoulder "im glad your all safe"aria says I think Harper and aria secretly like each other 😏

Aria suddenly begins to freak out again and the nurses pull Harper away and they are about to put this collar like thing around arias neck "wait before you put the collar on just let me try something"Harper says and the nurses back away. Harper looks at aria before hugging her and aria calms down "shh"Harper says softly. I never really noticed how close they were!

A nurse walks in "time for your meds aria"the nurse says and aria takes them but gag afterwards due to past overdoses "what's the collar?"noah asks Harper "it umm electrocutes the person wearing it each time they do something "wrong" and It hurts"Harper says "wait you've been in here?"richelle asks "no my dad is"Harper says looking at the floor "bless"everyone says "no offence to harps but he deserves it"aria says and Harper smiles at her "yeah he does doesn't he"Harper syas and aria nods "sorry but you need to leave aria needs sleep"the nurse says and we all hug her but when we all pull away Harper,richelle and noah continue to hug her. We all watch as they continue to hug her for a few minutes "okay you need to leave now"the nurse says and we all leave whilst everyone but richelle is crying but I know richelle is hurting!

We go home and i begin to get changed but I feel richelle hugging me whilst I'm in my bra and shorts "your warm"richelle says and i kiss her arm "does richelle want cuddles?"i ask "yeah I do"richelle says and I pick her up and she wraps her legs around my waist. I carry her over to the bed and i lay down with her laying on top of me "hey jac?"richelle asks "yeah baby?"i ask softly "I love you" richelle says for the first time "I love you too princess"i say softly as I play with her hair "I miss ari"richelle says "i know me too"i say softly. I fall asleep but richelle is still awake.

The next morning I wake up to see richelle isn't there, the panic courses the my body! I jump up and run through the house "richelle?"i say as I check every room except from Noah's. I get to the kitchen and I see richelle sat there with her headphones in and moving her head to the music "oh thank god"i say as I put my hand on my chest "baby what's wrong?"richelle asks "you Weren't there when I woke up that's all"I say and she hugs me but as she pulls away I notice the black circles around her eyes "did you sleep at all last night?"i ask holding her face in my hands "no"richelle says quietly "baby you need to sleep"i say softly "i will sleep when arias back!"richelle snaps "okay baby"i say softly "sorry I didn't mean to shout"richelle says before pecking my lips "it's okay princess"i say softly as I sit down in the bar stool, richelle grabs the waffles from the toaster and puts them on a plate. I go on my phone until she stands behind me and puts the plate in front of me "I made you breakfast"richelle says "awh thank you baby"i say as she kisses my neck before sitting down next to me.

Richelle isn't normally this clingy but it's not bothering me at all I love it when she's clingy it's cute! I thought that it would stop if someone else was in the room and that thought made me a little upset but when I finished my breakfast noah has walked into the kitchen, richelle takes my plate and kisses me quickly before washing it and then putting it away. "Rich"noah says "I'm putting the waffles in now relax"richelle says making us all laugh. Richelle sits down next to me again.