The bad seed?

No running means no stress relief and kacie may still be alive?

Tw- mention of suicide
Arias pov
After I talked with Noah he seemed okay but I'm a mess! Davis kisses me "your not mad that I didn't tell you?"i ask "no of course not baby"davis says "umm ars can we talk?"harper asks "yeah what's up?"i ask "so umm my parents kinda just kicked me out"harper says "I've got room so your staying with me"i say and harper hugs me "thanks"harper says "don't thank me!"i say softly. Harper walks off and davis looks annoyed "what's up baby?"i ask as I kiss her "you and harper? Were you ever more then just friends?"davis asks "no but baby i like you and only you!"i say softly. My mum barges in with coach "I tried to stop her!"coach says "you told him?"my mum asks and harper,Luna,maddie,mackayla all stand infront of me "yeah he has every right to know about him!"i say pushing past the girls "you bitch!"my mum says as she slaps me "you need to leave!"harper says forcefully "harp it's okay"i say softly "noah come on your coming home!"my mum says and noah looks at me "it's okay I'll text you later"i whisper. Noah leaves and everyone looks at me, i run up to my room and harper follows "Heyy I can't imagine that slap didn't bring stuff back so say it"harper says sitting in front of me "I'm fine" i lie.

Harper raises her eyebrows at me.she knows I'm lying "don't lie!"harper says and i look at her "okay so maybe it gave me flashbacks but it's fine I have to get used to it"i say "aria I've seen you flinch at the smallest movements from everyone! You flinched last week when davis moved her arm near you!"harper says "okay so maybe I did but I'll be okay"i say softly "ars I know you and I know your emotionally stiff but I'm not going to judge you if you break down in front of me right now"harper says and i begin to sob, "oh ars come here"harper says and i son into her chest "I haven't slept in three days"i mutter "I know but I didn't want to point it out to everyone else"harper says as she wraps her arms around me "nightmares again?"harper asks and i nod "it was about when he umm"I didn't even have to finish the sentence "raped you"harper finishes the sentence "y-yeah"i say "I know it's probably a stupid question but does anyone else know?"harper asks "umm only richelle,amanda,michelle,noah,you and the rest of the girls know all the details I'm still trying to process all of it"i say and harper wipes my tears "hey it's not your fault you didn't deserve for your dad to rape you from the age of five up until a month ago"harper says "you have no idea how much I've tried to repress it and ignore the fact he actually raped me"i say softly "your right I have no idea and I have no idea what your going through and I have no idea what you went through but I'm trying to understand and I will not push you to talk about it"harper says "thanks"i say wiping my tears "it's what friends are for!"harper says softly "I want to tell Davis about all of it"i say softly "but you have no clue where to start with it do you?"harper says and i shake my head "so don't just tell her what you want to tell her when you want to"harper says "how do you understand me?"i ask "kacie,over the years she taught me how to help you with your emotions,nods swings, she even taught how to know how your feeling by your body posture"harper says "I miss her"i say softly "we all do"harper says "I always thought I would die before any of us"i say looking at harper "to be honest we all thought that you would die first, i remember getting the calls saying you tried to take your own life and i remember the feeling of my heart sinking like it was yesterday"harper says "I'm sorry for putting you all through that"i say and harper looks at me "no im sorry for not being there for you, for not making you feel comfortable enough to tell me how you were feeling!"harper says "I am comfortable telling you how I feel it's just actually saying how I feel is what I struggle with"i explain as I walk over to my drawer "I'm going to show you something but I want it back incase I do try to take my own life again which I don't plan too"i say grabbing the letter I wrote to harper "is that what I think it is?"harper asks "yeah i wrote one for everyone even mackayla, i write one every time I make a new friend"i say as harper opens the letter "that means that davis has one"harper says and i nod "does she know that?harper asks "no but everyone from the next step has one"i say softly. i watch tears roll down harpers face "which part you on?"i ask softly "umm the part where your promising to look after me and the girls but you need me to be strong and to keep running no matter what"harper says