The bad seed?

Dealing with the "fame"

Tw- mention of suicide
Arias pov
I wake up and davis is still asleep,i kiss her head softly before I get up and walk downstairs. I make myself an iced coffee using my coffee machine and I sort out all my meds. "What are those for?"james asks and i jump "sorry"james says "nah it's cool umm those four are for my schizophrenia and the other two are for apd and the other two are for my ptsd"i say softly before I put them in my mouth and drink my iced coffee "that's a lot of medicine"james says "yep but when you go crazy without them it's worth it"i say sitting on the kitchen counter. Harper and davis walk down stairs but Harper is more focused on her phone "harp what you doing?"I ask "hmm oh it's just research"Harper says and i see schizophrenia on her phone screen "if it's research then why are you looking at schizophrenia?"i ask "to understand you better that's all"Harper says "that's sweet"i say smiling at her. Davis pokes my leg "hey princess"i say smiling at her "hey baby"davis says putting her hand on the back of my neck before kissing me. "Aria haven't you got that track meet today?"noah asks walking down the stairs "no because I'm not running until they get coach k but I will be going to it!"i say softly "uh no we need you!"luna says walking down the stairs with the rest of the girls "uh and you'll have me there i just won't be running"i say softly

"Fine"Harper whines "all of you get changed!"i say "your still going to boss us around?"haroer asks "what does my jacket say?"i ask pointing to my track jacket "track team captain"they all say "good now get changed!"i say softly. I get changed into a crop top and skirt with bike shorts underneath. Davis walks in "hey hottie"davis says "hey princess"i say kissing her lips "you sure your okay not running?"davis asks "I'm fine I've got you"i say softly and we walk downstairs and we all drive to the track. I say coach k waiting for us "your back?"i ask "no aria the headteacher has asked you to basically coach the team for the meet that cool?"coach k asks "yeah of course"i say and i look at coach smith "give me the clip board!"i say and he reluctantly gives it to me. I look at the board as we walk through the school i see people staring at me "HEY FREAK"a boy shouts and Harper goes to jump at him but i hold her back "stop it"i whisper "Harper your in all the races,luna same with you maddie again same with you and the rest of you are back ups got it?"i ask "yeah!"the girls say "right let's go then!"i say as we get to the track. I sit down on the bleachers and mr smith sits next to me "why don't you like me?"mr smith asks

I look at him "you seem nice it's just coach k understands us she's understands me"i say looking at the girls "you have a talent aria everyone knows that!"mr smith "yeah well no coach k no talent"i say looking at Harper who's looking nervous more nervous then normal "harp!"i say calling her over "what's up with you?"i ask "it's more of a private thing for me to tell you"Harper says and i look at mr smith and he walks off "spill!"i say looking at her "I'm nervous about this meet I mean this person who has been sending us messages is following us they are probably here right now!"Harper says "don't be nervous nobody is aloud on the track other then the teams so they won't get to you!"i say softly "yeah but what about you I mean they could be anywhere and they've already got kacie!"harper says "trust me we will all be fine!"i say softly

"All runners up to the track!"the head teacher says and i nod for Harper to leave. Coach k walks over "how you doing?"coach k asks "uh im fine"i say softly watching Harper,luna and maddie run. Harper wins first place and i cheer for her "aria I know you and I know about your treatment at beckley"coach says catching my attention "everyone knows now"i say softly "yeah well you need to be running! And you shouldn't be on strike just because of me!"coach says "yeah well I am"i say softly "why?"coach exclaims "because it's what kacie would do!"i shout and some people look at me "your not kacie your aria! Your the girl I watched run without trying to impress people four years ago"coach k says "I'm not THAT girl anymore I'm schizophrenic and have apd why don't people realise that maybe I've changed!maybe I don't want to be the girl that has talent! Maybe I don't want to be an erlick maybe I just want a normal life!"i shout walking off. "Ari?"my mum asks "yes mother?"i ask "I'm sorry for slapping you I was angry"my mum says "it's fine don't worry bout it anymore"i say softly smiling at her "you wanna live with us again?"my mum asks "maybe I'll think about it!"i say softly "good"my mum says softly "hey honey"my coach says kissing my mums head "please don't I can't have track and personal life mixing"i joke "aria we are dating your going to have to get used to it!"coach says "I know it's just you haven't dated anyone since"my mum cuts me off "since your dad I know aria but kari isn't like that!"my mum says "your calling her by her first name now too!"i whine "look I'm happy for you but It's going to take a while for me to get def used to this!"i say softly