Maybe it's better this way (Tommyinnit angst) COMPLETE

chapter 3-Im finally happy

TW:
Razor blades
Slight self harm mentions

Tommy's Pov:
I had a huge smile on my face as I ran to greet Wil at the side of his car.

"Hi Tommy, I'll put your stuff in the trunk just get in the front" Wil told me, so I did exactly that, except I kept a small pouch to myself. I knew Wil was wondering what was in thee pouch so I came up with a quick excuse.

"It's my headphones" I said gesturing at the bag which really contained my razor blades. He didn't suspect anything so I grabbed my phone out as I sat in the front seat of the car and pulled out my headphones from the same pocket I put the pouch in to not raise his suspicion. I plugged them in and played the first Playlist that came up. The Playlist ended up being a wilbur soot Playlist, how ironic, Jubilee line was the first song that played. Without realizing it I started to sing in a whispering tone.

"That's why london puts barriers on the tubline" after I finished singing that line I realized that I was singing aloud I started to hum instead, slightly embarrassed.

Wil looked at me and smiled "supporting me on my music career now are you" I nodded with a slight pink tone coming onto my cheeks in embarrassment. Wil had always been so kind to me and had always been so funny. He was like the older brother I never had. I love him so much he is so caring and kind for letting me stay at his place during break. At least we would be able to stream together. Like a meet up. The fans are gonna go ape over this, I'm so exited. I hope that we stream together for hours on end. Streaming with wilbur over call was fun and all but it's so much better in real life.

Thoughts of all the things we can do were running wild In my mind then I closed my eyes and rested my head against the window and the last thing I remember was a different song coming on before I fell asleep.

Wilbur Pov:
I looked over about to ask Tommy a question but noticed he was sleeping. His arm rested against the window along with his head and his sleeve was slightly down.

A/n Tommy, Tubbo, Wil, and Phil all live in the same city just to make it more simple for the story

I saw red marks scattered underneath where his sleeve would have been, maybe it's just from him and tubbo messing around, him and tubbo had done a stream a few days ago where Tommy fell out of a tree and it looked like his arm got caught on it and got scratched. I'm sure Tommy would talk to me if he was doing self harm, he knows I've done it in the past so he would come to me, wouldn't he?

I tried to get my mind off of the long trail it had wondered down by changing the radio station and jamming to the music. When the song was over I switched stations again but couldn't find a good station so I turned off the radio and just sat in silence.

About 5 minutes later we pulled up to my house and I needed to wake Tommy up since obviously I'm not going to let a 15 year old sleep in my unlocked car alone at 11 pm.

I shook Tommy awake and he woke up with a jerk and once he realized what was happening where he was and who he was with he punched me in he arm.

"Bitch" he muttered out before deciding to sit up and wait for his body to wake up fully, rubbing his eyes, then finally unbucled his seat belt and got out of the car.

He slowly waked to the trunk and tried to open it for about 5 minutes then giving up and asking for me to help him. Just to be an asshole I grabbed his hand put it on the trunk and pulled it open with him.

"Like that" I said with a grin on my face. A punch in the arm came from my smart remark but that was fine because after all he was a child so I let him have his fun.

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Hello everyone this chapter was mainly fluff and I hope you have an amazing morning evening or night and thank you all for your patience on my uploads but anyways drink some water eat something stay healthy and you are Loved <3