CHAPTER FOUR

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ARCHILES POV:

Almost five months, before I show up with her again. When she completely healed by the pain I cause. I want to see her again and again even if it's wrong. I know what happen. I know it's because of me that we're like this. We broked up because I didn't want to hurt her anymore. She was been treated like just an animal because of Bleu. She was threatened. I really love her. If I could just justify it, if I could just tell her everything. I will say that, because I know that she is also forced to stay away from me. If she hadn't been threatened she wouldn't be like this.

"Bro, she didn't want to attend on the league." Lance said when I am in the entrance of basketball court. Five months still doesn't enough. It's fine I can still wait.

"Where did she go? Bella is there but she's the one I am waiting for." Life like this is the life I wouldn't want to have. Though we are both happy either I am not with her. Just this time we will consider this by chance.

GURGEN POV:

"Hey Gurgen Pls wake up. I am worried about you. " I hear some noise behind my bed. Someone forcing me to wake up. I slightly opened my eyes and saw mom. "How deep you sleep and you don't wake up right away? You're too hard to wake up." My mom said. And I smile

" Finally, I am here from the rooftop of Japan to this reality. Mom, in my dream there is too beautiful place." I just said with a joy.

"What? You just did sleeping but all of a sudden you explore in Japan? Impossible. Maybe it was just your dream. Gurgen listen to me. I know you are just imagining. Stop that you will look like a crazy woman." She said then look at me and grab me in my shoulder.

"But you still don't understand me right mom?" I ask her. I am right she didn't understand me. "It's okay mom, I am not forcing you to understand me and my dreams."

"Aren't you going to the national library tomorrow? To borrow books?" Mom said then smirk

"I just don't know mom. Because I really need to go away from Bleu and Archiles as long as I can. Exactly from Bella too. Because mom Bella makes rumors that isn't true. Is she really my sister, she's slanderous mom. " I said with a shocked tone of voice. Mom just up to her room to leave me alone.

I know in myself that I am being forced to stay away from them. I can sacrifice my love just for the two of them. But I was already threatened.

I smiled bitterly in the air. I want to get far away. Far from where they are. Selfish if you hear. But I want to be happy. If it was always like this, I would rather live in my dream. I'm sure that's where I'll get peace. And there I burst into tears.

"Oh you're already here, by the way Archiles is in the gate. Don't you want to see him? I think he is waiting for you." She said with a smile on her lip.

"Do i have to go to him? Maybe we shouldn't see each other. No string attach, we already broke up, there is no hope that we will return to how we were before. Him and me is impossible anymore." I just said while Bella is walking through the stair.

"There is no possible, if you two really like or love each other, it's not possible anymore. Will you just give up because of Bleu?" Bella ask me while I'm in shock.

"Maybe the pain he already cause me is enough, so that I can learn. Okay this is the last. I will meet him." And there Bella is in her room.

I did go to gate and meet him there. Yeah I really saw him here.

"Come in," I said and guide him in the backyard to have a sit in the bench. Our favorite place. " Why are you here?"

"To clear things up. Let's get back together, a couple one. " He said with a force smile on his face.

" We don't need to, I will also clear things right away. Please, I don't want the two of us to get hurt. It's okay to just stop, pain, we have a lot to avoid now including me. And I will try to do the same. Archiles this is the last, I love you still." I said and cried. He hug me so tight.

" I.. know.. you.. will...end...this. I'm okay, it's alright. " I feel his heavy breathing on my shoulder. He is crying. "I love you." We comfort each other, Last day of being with you. I know he is crying too.

"Can we be stranger again?"

"Do you remember, how we meet? You watch Basketball first time with your friend Courtney. I am friend of Lance. I really love how you cheer for me. And that time we win. I have inspiration there and it's you. I don't know I have a huge crush on you. And I never really wasted the opportunity. Finally I courted you. And I am blessed because you answered yes. And now we are being like this. We broken up six months ago and I just give you 5 months to be healed. I'm sorry. I keep thinking to myself that I'm not a man because I can't fight for the woman I love. But I would like to promise that I will still protect you when something bad happens to you. Even we are like this I will still love you even from a far. Don't stop me anymore. I really loved you, we can fix this after all." He said and breathe heavily. " Just this once, just this one day please give me a chance to stay with you. Promise I will make you feel how much I love you. I love you still."

"Not now, we might lose the opportunity, we just have a short time to do that. Tomorrow I am giving you a chance just one day. And after that we will be nothing again. Go home, and take care. Your mother is worried." I said and he stand up to the sit. I guide him to the gate again. Then he kiss my forehead. "Bye." He just smiled at me and walk away.

I love, I've been hurt, I forgive this is the best lesson I learned from a life. No matter how the person hurt you, you can still forgive him or her.

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