GURGEN POV:
"You've promise me that you won't leave? I just wanted to help you remember some of your past." I ask Andrew. And he nodded.
"So shall we go first in the mall? I wanted to play Arcade. Before reminiscing?" Again he pulled me then run. Why does this person always tend me to be pull.
"Mister!" He said when we reached the road, he waved his hand this time for the taxi. "Mister, Centro Mall."
"Ok. You two seems a couple. I remember my days with my wife. I use to travel with her too. Take some adventure and then realized how much we loved each other." The driver said and nod. "Alright fasten your seatbelt as soon as we are not in the mall. Just to have a safe trip."
"Thank you mister." I smiled then sudden nod.
While in the taxi we are just quite but I know we have the feeling that we will stay like this before I go.
In my mind I already decided but I can't say it to him because right now I wanted to commit with him. I promised, but like what I said Andrew and me will be like this before I decided. I know that I will choose reality now versus my dream.
He is not difficult to love. I like him but some side of me want to tell to him because I am just giving him a hope that I will stay here at my dreams. Deciding is a very hard part of my life. We choice to be happy but always have consequences. Let's just breathe.
When we already reached the centro mall. And when we got out of the taxi he immediately took my hand, and kissed it. Same with in my forehead. I’m a bit confused by the chance we’re like this. Or I am the only one who's not used to this opportunity.
"What are you thinking? " Andrew ask me out of nowhere.
"Umph, nothing I'm just hoping that you will remember all your memories." I said "How about Bleu and Archiles doing in real, Courtney and Lance in real and also my family."
"Humph Bleu, I think I heard that name. But one thing I can't forget, is the name Nicko but I can't really remember about his face. All I know it was a name." He stated.
"Hum? Nicko? I know Nicko. But can you please tell me, all you remember?"
"That one name I just remember repeatedly." He said
"We will find out who is that name for, I also know Nicko." I said and think deep. "He is teammates of Archiles in basketball. And I won't deny he help me and Archiles to build relationship. But now we already broken up. I don't know what month I am now but surely I enter this dream we are already broke up 5 months ago."
I saw that he frowned. So I tried to entertain him again. But he massage his head.
"I can tell one of my memory now. Now I started to remember one of it. That named Nicko is always been my rival. He even punched me when we win in basketball. And that Archiles you said I think he is my best buddy before but I don't think how about now. And and and I am really a human being that lived in reality."
"You really are. But how about you said that you know the name Bleu?" I try to initiate his idea and I want him to speak up any of his past so I can know him.
"Bleu." He tried to remember one of his memory again. "She is my spoiled badass sister." I was in shocked, he is really? I don't know Bleu has a elder brother. "Just no one can't stop her on planning."
"Yeah, I know she's been my best friend back when elementary. But she never tell to me that she had a elder brother. " Now I'm really confused as to which one to believe. If it was illusion again by my dream or they are really siblings.
"I know you are confused now. I am really confused what the hell is happening." I was taken aback when suddenly he became a like a glass and slight transparency. I cried this time. I felt that he will live me this time. He seems to be slowly disappearing.
"Gurgen hold me now. I don't want to leave you. I don't know much about you. If I will disappear right now maybe I won't be back in my own body. Please find me, I suggested you to talk on Bleu just please do search me and find me. I am slightly taken by transparency. " He slightly tearing up.
I did hold his hand as he said but yeah he really are disappeared. I am sobbing this time. Should I still stay here to wait for him? Or should I back where I really belong just to find him.
I think deep what to do and I want to do. I will wait him here until weeks.
Please I am stressing myself here. My family here, Archiles, Courtney and also Lance is just in my imagination. How about me. I travel a lot of experience here. I wanted to wake up but I know I can't. How how how should I wake up.
"Now you are regretting about your decision. Now you can decide if you wanted to stay here or I will wake you up for this lucid dream you created. There's a lot of people wanted to see you. You really need to wake up. Just think about the happy memories happened in the reality." One old woman said that just pop up on my side.
" I am deciding to wait here until a week past." I said and she just nod
"I will be back after a week. Then I will wake you up." Then again she disappeared from my sight.
Who is that woman? Do I imagined her? No I'm not off course. I'm so confused.
