GURGEN POV:
I am walking in middle of hall way in school, alone. Thinking about Courtney and Lance. They would better to be here. I miss them.
Think deep and have focus Gurgen. And still they didn't come. What's wrong.
I walk until I reach the big tree over the field. In this dream person is just limited. Because I created this dream. I am not so socialize person.
I think my imagined person here is the person I just socialized before. But it's ok just for my peace. I didn't created Bleu in this dream, so that I can relax.
I am in deep thinking when someone bumped on me.
" Did you really didn't see me. Why did you come in hurry?" I ask to the boy that made me shock.
They are really here.
"Oh Gurgen. Have you seen Courtney? She is out of nowhere. Btw sorry and I need to go and find Courtney." Really he just bumped into me and Lance already here. What is the meaning of this dream.
I already search for Courtney. But really I search in my own dream? But I can't make them literally. How is it too impossible that I can't make them into my dreams.
I stared at the river next to the school, and there I realized that there was a woman sitting there under a tree, and it was Courtney.
"Lance, Courtney is there." I called Lance and pointed at Courtney's direction. "What happened? She's like too many problem. She seemed stunned. What's going on lance?"
"Right, I already hurt her. I don't know why she can't understand me like that right now. But yes I hurt her. I shouted at her earlier while we were talking. Because she won't really listen to my explanations. She just caught me with a woman, when I came out of the room earlier. Then I explain but she didn't really listen. The woman with me will be my group mate in thesis. Then I shouted on her. Then she walk out." Lance stated and bended his head down.
"I will talk to her, she need me now. But can I have a favor? Slightly distance yourself from other woman. She was jealous." I stated and walk through the hallway.
I reached the gate of the school and saw Andrew. He was with his friends.
I just let myself walk until I reached the tree where Courtney was. As she see me, hugged me with tearing eye.
"Am I really this jealous to a girl? Or I am just really into him that even with his friend I keep him away. Am I that selfish?" She said while sobbing but still she can handle to talk straight.
"Courtney, Lance is very sorry for his action earlier. You didn't listen to him so he get mad and shouted at you. The girl you seen with him is his group mate in thesis. Didn't you realize that Lance genuinely love you? Are you that numb that you can't feel it? Lance love you always." I said with a soft tone of voice.
"Where is him?" She ask me parting in hug.
"School. Talk to him!" I said but Courtney run and right away disappeared from my sight.
I need Andrew right now. I just met him, I don't know much about him yet. Because he always tells me that he was just created by me in my dreams. But I am attach with him.
"So you're thinking of me again. Right here and right now." He ask me then get down on the tree.
"Don't say to me that you are just there also a while ago. When me and Courtney was talking?" He nod. "Btw, wanna come with me at mall?"
"Let's go. You made me agreed. I'm not doing this alone. You're controlling me." He always says that to me.
"Really? Do you think I can control all of this? How can you say that. I think I didn't created you. Because I don't even know you in real." I think deep I just met him in the railing of the school rooftop and now we are close like I know him in real life.
We paid for taxi and really go to the mall. Alright I can control or create a mall in my dreams. Damn it I don't know how do I call this kind of power. Like it is so good to have like this.
" Can I ask?" I said while walking through the first floor of mall. It is a boutique.
"Yes, you can ask everything." He nodded while saying that
"What do you call this kind of power? I mean how do I call this kind of imagination like what I can create many things in my dreams. I can manipulate everything. Also you, I keep on thinking why I created such people here but I still didn't know there story. " I ask him and he just nod as a sign of Fine.
"Did you study about dream? Maybe I just read a book about dream. It was titled Oneirocritic. So based on my study you are evaluated with the lucid dream. You are a lucid dreamer. You build dream because you have to escape in the reality. According to my research, Lucid dreams may potentially reduced nightmares, relieve anxiety, and improve motor skills and creativity. " He said. "And maybe if you will stay here in your whole life. You won't be able to be back at your body. And also the scenario here will be drop if your body will be dead."
" You mean if I stay here for a long time, I won't be able to create new scenario. And all of my memories will be died too." I ask him that I get scared of.
"Yeah, possible was that situation in the future. You've drop your memory here at your dream and you will also drop your memories in reality. You won't be able to remember everything about what happened in your dreams and in reality. "
"Is that why you used to make me choose where I want because this is what will happen? If this choice will always be my choice. Urgh I don't know." I said worried from the place I pick.
"You know what don't make this to hard for you to stay here. If you will comeback in reality, you will be able to dream about this again. Because your mind wants to be here but your heart wants to be in reality." I just nod and think deep again
