ANDREW POV:
"Andrew you should meet Elle before meeting grandma and grandpa." My mom said with a happy faces.
"Mom, you really didn't know why I am awake now then suddenly you all bringing back the topic since then? I don't want to get marry on a person that I don't love. Mom you get me? I know that you and dad is a product of that kind of relationship but that kind of relationship is not good for me. Mom I love Gurgen, I didn't tell you about this. Because I know that you will always say that I will get married to someone later on." I stated and felt broken about the situation.
After that I get my keys and directly go to grandma's house to see them.
Maybe I can still catch up with gurgen's pageant. I'll just be there later if I can still catch up.
Well it's not bad because she had a lucky charm that I give.
I look at my bracelet. We have the same bracelet this time. I did buy it yesterday when we are in the mall.
"Gurgen, even if you are not here, you are always in my heart and always in my mind too. Even if destiny always avoids the two of us, I can't leave you. Since I met you because of a dream, I seem to have promised on myself that once I like you, I will never look for anything better instead I will always look in you. Not the better side but also in the bad side. I am hoping that this kind of love we provide is enough for the future of us." I stated while looking in clouds.
"If this would be the last, I will marry this girl of my dream."
"Andrew," my grandma stated when she see me near their garage.
"Grandma, I missed you." I said the run after her then I hugged her.
"When did you waked up?" She ask me.
"Grandma, it was a long story to tell about this but I am awake because of a girl in my dream. It was 3 or 4 months ago. Sorry, grandma if they didn't tell you about that. They are just looking forward to my fast recovery." I just stated and she assist me to enter in their house.
"You're really alive." She stated with joy. Almost tearing with joy.
"I will go home past 7:00 pm Grandma. Mom is always initiating the wedding. A wedding with Elle and me for the business partnership." I am really exhausted about that pressure wedding that I didn't tell Gurgen about that wedding.
"Do you want to just stay here for a while to refresh your mind?" Grandpa stated when he entered the living room.
"Umph I would loved too but I have to many business to do. I would love to stay here with my girlfriend if does matter but my mom always saying that I am marrying Elle. I don't want to marry a person that I didn't loved."
The conversation still ongoing too fast. All day I just wrote a letter if something will happened this time. I didn't recognized the time because the time is too fast this time.
"It's finally 7:00 pm. Grandma, I am going to school now to watch the pageant of Gurgen. Would you like to come with me?"
Grandma shake her head as a sign of no.
"Just take care, my love." She just said and hugged me again. I just nod and bid them a goodbye.
"If you would love to stay here, you can with your girlfriend." My grandpa said then smiled.
I drived, while thinking about how I will inform Gurgen about the wedding thingy of my mother's business.
I think deep not until I saw a white light again cover my eyes, I could not see where I was going. I feel that my feet has already numb. And my body can't literally move. I tried to open my car door but it can't open.
My car bump into a dumtruck when I opened my eyes one last time. My forehead had also bumped in the mirror of my car. I just can't feel anything not until.....
"Wake up dude." I did open my eyes and see the old lady in my dreams. But it has a boy tone of voice why?
I am feeling that this would be the last.
I am fallin asleep deeper and deeper like I don't want to be waken up now.
GURGEN POV:
I am here at hospital to see Andrew. Bleu said that Andrew had an car accident. I am slight tearing up this time. I didn't seen him in school. The doctor and nurses didn't allow me to go in emergency room. I wanted to see him.
"Please just be relax this time, Gurgen." Bleu said while dumping her hand on my back. I am still in long gown.
"Let's go to the comfort room. Change your clothes first." Courtney just said to me. Then I nod.
"We will just go to store and buy a food. " Lance and Archiles said.
We did go to comfort room to change me clothes.
I think deep
What if he would leave me this time. I cannot proceed my life without him again and for the second time if he would leave me again. I would rather wish that I will stay in my dreams and dream for him again.
"Everytime I see you like that I would like to steal you on Andrew and make you happy again and again." Courtney just stated. I cried this time. I am hurt because of what happened. The life and destiny is so cruel.
"I don't know what to do if he would leave me this time." I said crying while in the hallway to get back on the waiting area.
I run when I saw the nurses and doctors are getting out of the room.
"What happene..d?" I said crying while I saw them with a loneliness in their eyes. I saw this reaction when my dad died.
"We are sorry for what happened ma'am but we did everything just to save him but he is already dead on arrival when he got here." The doctor stated.
Again I ran in the room where, Andrew is placed. Then someone handed me, Andrew's jacket. I did search for everything in the jacket and see that he wrote a letter for me. I thought like this scene this was just happening in a movie but I realize that this was the reality. I would accept what happened but the memories would always be stay in my mind. Specially him, the man who can really made me happy, mad, and feel loved. I love you from a far my love.
I read the letter and literally my tears had been filled with sadness and melancholy.
I would accept what happened. But my heart wouldn't. I think he would spend a lifetime with me together with our own family but this time. It can't be happen.
I am now alone. But at least he helped me to grow. I promised to myself this would be the last. I won't entertain and accept other so that no one can't hurt me this time.
I really loved him. I wanted to go far away, just to escape with this situation but he is Andrew the man I wanted to live for the rest of life is already died.
I cried more when I saw the content of the message.
To my love,
If destiny would allow us to marry please be ready to escape with me. We would elope to escape from mom's plan. I don't want to hurt you but I would tell you this time me situation why I am not at your pageant. I talk to mom and she said that I would marry her co worker daughter. Please if you will know the truth don't leave me just be with me. Let's just be together and understand each other. I love you my love. I hope that when you read this, don't choose to stay away from me. Just understand me. :)
From, Your man.
If you're still here, I would love and rather to stay with you always. I love you my man, from a far.
I smiled with a tears in my eyes and hugged Andrew like he responded from it.
I wish I could go back to all of my dreams and dream of you again and again. You are my dazed fantasy when I am being a conscious dreamer. The greatest dream that happened into my life.
-Ending-
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The author of this story is not a professional. The author used her imagination to complete her story. If you will recognize some wrong grammar and a wrong used of word I'm sorry. Not expert in writing at all.
