GURGEN POV:
We are here at school ground having a practice of cheerleading, which is for competition for tomorrow.
And later in the evening maybe past 7:00 pm the pageant will start. For now we will just practice and play or join in the booth.
Since this morning I didn't see Andrew, he was just out of nowhere to find. I don't know where he is but the time is still long maybe later on he was there to cheer me up in the pageant. He was my inspiration here in the pageant, he is the reason why I am here.
"1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, and 1." The Trainor said. "From the top."
"Can we have break time, at least 5 minutes." Some of my classmate said.
"Ok break time, time is running!" The Trainor said and wave her hands.
Suddenly, my group of friends are all coming to me together, they have a laughter and joy in their faces. But I know in myself, that I have a person that I always wanted to see. I always wanted to see Andrew face here but he is not here. Just now I haven't seen him next to me. Just this day I haven't seen him together with me and together with his friends.
"Gurgen, someone calling you in the backstage." One of my classmate said.
"Ok, I will just follow you to get there." I just said and smiled to my friend.
When I finally get in the backstage. I saw the familiar old woman. I can't literally remember where I did saw her. But all I know is she is just familiar for me. It's like I've really seen her, but it looks like she's really just familiar to me.
"Do you remember me?" She asked me. "I am the old woman in your dream that helps you to wake up and helps you to don't remember the every pieces of your dream. But the idea of the person in your dream will stay alive in your mind and imagination."
"I just familiarize who are you but really I can't remember some of my memories with you." I stated. " So do you need something, why are you here?"
"Are you having a hard time with your situation now? I will help you bring your dreams back. But if you repeat again the manipulation of your dream, this time you weren't able to awake. " She said while compassing her walking stick.
"I am having a hard time but I literally need help to remember anything. Can you help me?" I ask the old lady and hold her hand to be seated in bench. And by that she handed me a potion bottle.
"You can drink this once you are ready to remember everything. In that bottle your memories is hidden just months ago. Then after drinking that you will be faint for a minutes then when you wake up you will remember anything." She just stated and suddenly just disappeared from my sight.
"Ok guys back to the 3 last practice." The Trainor shouted. And there I quickly went to the ground to practice. My friends are there too. They are giving me a smile.
After an hour the practice went well. We are just done by 12:00 pm in the afternoon. But still Andrew is not around.
"Courtney, can you come with me? I will just ask Bleu about Andrew. He hasn't been here at school a while ago until now." I ask Courtney.
"Yeah, off course, Bleu is in our classroom." We walk fast to reached our room.
"Bleu, where is your brother?" I just ask when I finally find Bleu and she is doing make up there.
"He is with grandma, and I don't know where is they. And I don't want to interfere with you two, but you also need to know because. And our parents and their co -worker had an agreement, where whoever will be their first child should be the one to marry each other." Bleu said and her eyes being feeling sorry for what she say.
I felt I am crying deep inside but I don't want to show it to everyone.
The day had been past so fast. The pageant will soon start but my mind still on Andrew that he is not really here.
"Gurgen we know, that you're not ready for this at all. Because Andrew is not here. He is the one who buyed some of your dresses here for pageant. He won't forget about your pageant too." Lance said while trying to initiate calmness in my heavy sigh.
"Ok, I will just wait for him until the pageant will start for just a short minute." I stated and smiled like there is no problem.
Some coordinator of pageant handed me a list of what I need to wear. And a good thing the dresses we bought is complete. And that's good for me.
"Can I borrow the list?" Nicko asked.
"Here."
"First, swim wear. Hmm I don't know if this pageant is suitable for this swim wear. You can wear rush guard and cycling shorts for this but ok it depends on you." Nicko stated. I arched my brows. " What do you think bro?" He is asking Archiles now.
"I will wear one piece halter red one with crisscross in the back and front." I stated then smiled at them.
"Ok ladies and gentlemen we are be having this kind of pageant to celebrate the joy of our school. Each department are having their representative to represent each of the said list of wearing.
I can hear from the stage the announcement. And by that I am getting ready. And still thinking about Andrew. But Bleu suddenly making a blush on, in my face
"Beautiful Gurgen." Lance and Courtney said together.
"Look at the result in the mirror, you are so so beautiful." My mom said with a smile on her face. "To whom did she inherit?
The pageant went easy and not really hard from the first and it went well not until the question and answer portion that wears an long gown competition.
"Ok miss Gurgen? Since you are so gorgeous in this night. You were be able to answer this question. So if you are going to win in the lottery, what would be your first priority if you will help your community. Or what will be your first project?" The host said while reading the piece in his hand.
" Thank for that precious question. So if I am going to win in a lottery. I will first help the young children that is in the charity and out of school youth to have their better life experience. I will help the family, who are deficient in their daily necessities. For the community instances, I would like to donate some of their materials. That all and thank you." I stated and do my best modeling.
This is for you Andrew even if you're not here well still this one is for you.
Minutes after, the final list of winners are in the host hand.
They already announced the 3rd, and 2nd placer but I am not the one of it.
"The champion is Miss Gurgen Louve Huxley." The host said while clapping they're hands.
When I am claiming the crown, Andrew isn't here yet but I might be thankful that even he is not here, the dresses he picked for me had won.
I won and I am happy but still feel lacking for a person who I wanted to be with.
"Gurgen, Andrew is in the hospital. He had an car accident because of family pressure about his life that he didn't wanted to."
When Bleu stated that I automatically look at Lance and he knows why I am looking on him.
He just got his key and we leave school.
It's hard when you are happy then became sad suddenly.
