CHAPTER EIGHT

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ARCHILES POV:

Gurgen wherever you are I still thinking about you. I am still thinking that where have you been. I'm sorry if I didn't protect you. I still don't have an idea where are you. I love you still.

Maybe this is the way she wants me to remind that we are not together. But why I have to be like this. Alright love isn't this easy. I shouldn't have thought the way like this. If I can backward all the situation we are have been I would rather choose you and protect you always.

BLEU POV

I don't have any plan about this situation they have. I am not the one who cause one of these.

"Bleu, are you scared on what would people say about you " my friend Amanda said. It made me think more about life.

" I'm not." I just said like I really didn't scared.

"You look pale right now." Siren said.

Before I did actually threaten to death, Gurgen. She is just the favorite of all people. I am the deans lister but people never turned their heads on me. I envy those like her, that even my parents want to take care of her.

But I really didn't know why she got lost. Maybe she just go far away. Or maybe she is just taken by others.

I will find her as long as I can handle this kind of situation . As long as my name is not clear right now.

I can't deny, she is really my friend. Even I am so much mad at her, she still can handle me. I'm still the one that everyone blames for her disappearance. Yeah I really did text her back then but I am just want to tell to her that I want her to be my partner in thesis.

And also that day she was lost. And still everyone blames me because of that.

Archiles seems so broke after the disappearance of Gurgen. Damn I can't really forget about what happened. I received also death threats because of her goodness and attention. Someone said that I've been so bully so that I shouldn't be one of Dean's Lister. But yeah I really did anything to makes people also believe in me so that it won't be hurt to my part. I did something that I think people would love what I am doing to Gurgen. Even Courtney and neither Lance didn't get what I want to say. I really wanted to say sorry for Gurgen over and over again. Because it was not me that made her to be lost.

"Even who is the person with this plan. He or she would have died. That person made me like I am now." I said and heavily sighed.

GURGEN POV

Seems that every of my situation here isn't going to be alright. How many days, weeks, months I am here? Sadly I need to be back at my real body. But I don't know how to wake up now. Because it was too happy here. My family I created is here. I am doing well here but I need to wake up.

I am thinking so deep when someone suddenly approach me by rubbing my back. I was taken aback when I saw who is it. It was Nicko, so I created Nicko in my dream. He is the friend and one of the team mates of Archiles.

So what's happening. I heavily sigh until my palm is into my face. Why would I create this person in my dreams.

Gurgen please think that he is just really your illusion. You have many fantasy created. Maybe I am just to stress that I suddenly made unknown people into my dreams.

"What are you thinking?" I don't know Andrew just pop up on my side.
"Really you know when I need you. You will just pop up again in again when I am in deep thinking?"

"Don't assume, I am just your imaginated one." He just said and wave his hand to the students in the hallway.

"I need to wake up as soon as possible. I thought this is the right life to live but as I see here is much stressful. But I have a problem now I don't know how to wake up. It's hard because I'm used to this world like what I did this like my real world. I don't want you to leave at my side. You've been there, I don't know when and where but yeah you are always there." I said and slightly tearing.

"Maybe not now but I am hoping to be a real person. That is just not really in your dream. If I there is just a genie I would rather wish that I want to be a real." He stated.

"I just realized that, this dream is a lesson for me. Will give up for one and live normal. Like in love. Maybe I will really give up Archiles for my safety and peace. But really why wouldn't I give up him, I already moved on. And I am ready for new. If you're just a real person, maybe that's you. But I believed that you lived in reality" I stated and saw his reaction smiled.

"Maybe this is not the time for us. But yeah if I will be given a chance to be a real person not imagined person. We will be good." I smiled. " But remember people used to fight with you back then they are suffering right now for your lost if you will stay here. You can still think what I am saying. Because when no one is here I used to be sad and lonely."

"So you are not really my dream, and imaginated? But why did you do this to me. That you always said that I am just your dream, I am just your illusion. Like what why didn't you tell me the truth?" I stated while tearing again I can't be angry. He was really in my side always.

"I can't remember. Because I stay longer here. I can't justify if am I a real or just imagine. Being alone here is just damn much creation of anxiety.  Not until someone saved me here and it's you. Because you came and we hangout. And I started to have a colorful life here. You created a lot of imagined people, things, and also the place I use to imagined in past. If you would stay here my life will be lots of joy and I am happy for that. And if you will be lost here, the place, things, and people here will be disappear too. As long as you are here I will be here and never disappear too."

"Sorry but until I haven't decided yet I promise to stay here with you." I just said and stand up from my sit. I held his hand and made him stand also.

"I like you." He whispered into my ears. And pulled me then run. I heavily breathe. And let him just pulled me.

Right here right now, I promise to stay with this person until I haven't decided.

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