so close yet so far

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so close yet so far
it all seems.
days when i was there
and days when i
disappeared.
hiding in my thoughts
and sinking into sheets
trying to hold on to dreams.
so close yet so far
is returning to that place
and starting again.
getting to redo, remember, restart
all over again.
allowing myself to
memorize you
know you
understand you
appreciate you
like i couldn't before.
i just remind myself as the night
drones on over days
it's so close yet so far.

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