"CELESTINE" a sudden outbursts from Irene can be heard, Celestine flinch and she holds her heart "Irene ano ba" Greggy said as he pulled Celestine behind his back "sumusobra ka na si Celestine hindi na kita ma-control unlike before" Irene yelled at her daughter
"Kasi napapagod na ako, I'm tired na maging sunod-sunuran sayo" Celestine said as she tried her best not to cry "napapagod na ako na lagi nalang kayo yung nasusunod" Celestine cried "ginagawa ko lang naman yung para sa ikabubuti mo pero minamasama mo" Irene yelled making Celestine flinch
"No, you're doing it for you, para hindi ka mapahiya" Celestine retorted as she cried "ginagawa mo yun para sa sarili mo hindi para sa akin" Celestine said directly at Irene's face "para din yung sa future mo" Irene said
"Future ko? Is there a time you asked me if I wanted any of those" Celestine asked Irene as she remained silent "Alam mo ba sa tuwing nakikita ko kayo ni Sofia na sobrang saya, I'm asking myself kung anak mo ba talaga ako" Celestine cried "yes you're my daughter, pero mas kailangan ako ni Sofia" Irene said and the people at the house are just watching including Greggy
"Hindi mo ba naisip nung mga panahon na kailangan ka ni Sofia, kailangan kita, kinailangan kita, pero wala ka" Celestine cried "I needed a mother that time, remember when I was 10 year's old, habang kayo ni Sofia nagpapakasaya sa London, ako naiwan dito halos mamatay na sa dengue" Celestine said and Irene's narrow eyes became wide
"Buti nga manang Ellen is there kung hindi siguro patay na ako 7 years ago" Celestine said while tears are flowing from her eyes "nung 11 years old ako, do you remember that, yung sinama mo ako sa mall with Sofia ang sabi mo mag-stay lang ako doon kasi may pupuntahan kayo ni Sofia, alamo yung nangyari sa akin" Celestine said
Irene just shook her head as no "hindi mo alam kasi wala kang pakielam, I'm kidnapped that time" Celestine said Irene and Greggy gasp in shocked "the guy who kidnapped me pointed a gun on my head, luckily tito digs is there to save me and I pleaded him not to tell anyone kasi walang ring silbi dahil you will not care" Celestine ranted at her mother
"Tapos anong ginawa mo sa akin nung nakarating ako sa house ni mama meldy, you almost kicked me out dahil sa sobrang layas ko" Celestine cried as she reminisce her mother's past mistake "s-sorry I-i don't know anak" Irene cried
"Bakit magkakaroon ka ba ng pake kung malalaman mo, eh halos saktan mo na ako noon eh" Celestine cried "and don't call me anak, kasi ni minsan hindi mo ginampanan ang pagiging nanay mo sa akin" Celestine said as she pointed her fingers at Irene
"Naalala mo nung 16 ako, when we we're in Baguio" Celestine said "you left me in the cabin remember, I'm all alone kasi daddy is in Prague for business trip, nung iniwan mo ako, hindi mo ba naisip kung ligtas ba yung lugar nayun" Celestine ranted "anak calm down yung puso mo" Greggy pleaded
"No daddy, I will not calm down until hindi ko naipapamukha yung mga kasalanan ng so called mother na to" Celestine fight back "alam mo nung iniwan mo ako doon, may mga bad guys na nakapasok sa loob ng bahay, and one of them stab me sa stomach, I was sixteen and they almost killed me because of your irresponsibility" Celestine said
"Tiniis ko yung sakit na yun, yung mga sugat ko, ako ang mag linis nun, wala ka nung kailangan ko ng nanay na yayakap sa akin" Celestine said while tears are flowing from her eyes endlessly "pero anong ginawa mo sa akin nun, pinarusahan mo ako kasi nabasag yung vase mo, pinagalitan mo ako nung sinumbong ako ni Sofia na maraming nabasag" Celestine cried
"I am just longing for your love is it hard to give huh mommy" Celestine gathered all of her strength fighting back
"A-anak" Irene said quietly, "While you laughed all day, I'd cry all night. While you regretted nothing, I looked back at everything. While you forgot everything, I remembered everything. While you fixed other hearts, I looked at mine that was torn apart. While you spent your time enjoying your life, I spent every moment longing for you" Celestine said to her mother
Irene covered her mouth in shock, "napapagod na akong magpatawad sa taong hindi naman yung ina-appreciate" Celestine said "anak please I'm sorry, babawi ako please" Irene pleaded
"Bawi? Sana noon pa, sana noon mo pa ginawa" Celestine shouted as Irene knelt down in front of her and hugged Celestine's knees "bitawan mo ako ano ba" Celestine shouted at Irene "and please don't apologize to me if you're just going to hurt me and believe others again" Celestine cried as she gathered all her strength to push Irene
Celestine run in her room and locked it, she throw all her things away, breaking everything she touches and she saw the painting that she painted for Irene, she gets her scissors and cutted it in half
She gripped the scissors hard until her hands bleed, she sat down on the floor and hugged her Knees as she cried, the door bursted open revealing Greggy
Greggy saw Celestine in the floor crying while hugging her knees, he went close to Celestine as he hugged her tight "d-daddy ayaw ko na nung pain let me die please daddy" Celestine pleaded as she cried on Greggy's shoulders
"N-no you're not going to die ok" Greggy said as he cried "daddy pagod na ako hindi ko na kaya please, palayain nyo na ako from this pain" Celestine cried as she say those words,
Irene on the other hand, watched her mag-ama while covering her mouth, her anger towards her daughter almost kill her, she jealousy from manang Imee almost killed Celestine
Her stubbornness and believability on Sofia, almost killed her daughter, 'only if hindi ka nagpalason kay sofia edi sana ok kayo ni Celestine ngayon' Irene thought while tears are falling from her eyes
She's blaming herself, her daughter don't deserve this, she deserve this pain not Celestine, if she just believe on Celestine maybe they're ok until now
A regret never kill physically but it kills you mentally, but is it to late to bring the old lovable daughter back, or would Irene accept the fact that her daughter will not forgive her
To be continue
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