Everything I Didn't Say [c.h.]

twenty seven

12.09.13

Hey Sue,

I tried to go to band practice today.

It was after the guys kicked me out and yelled at me to not come back when I realized how much they meant to me and much I took them for granted. They're three of the greatest guys I know.

Michael always goofed around here and there, but was always there for me when I drank too much and needed a ride home.

Even if Ashton went to a different school, he biked to wherever we were to hang out with us. He was always cool about everything and kept the rest of us in order.

Luke. Luke's my brother. Just like the other two, but if I wanted to talk to anyone, it would be Luke. He would tell me straight up or not if whatever I had to say was good, bad, anything in between. He always had my back whether I knew it or not. He knew me best. And I treated him like shît.

I treated all of them like shît.

You told me that before too. To always maintain my ties with them because they're my mates, my wingmen. I should've listened to you.

I love you,

Calum