A Melancholic Melody (Non-Despair AU Danganronpa X Male Reader)

Shopping With The Ultimate Fashionista

Y/N's POV

I walked away from my upperclassmen's classroom, and made my way to my class...but what the hell were those thoughts? I've never had them before...

Don't lie.

"Huh?!"

You've always thought about hurting people. About how you would enjoy watching them suffer.

"N-No...no, I don't!"

Stop lying. Every time you would get bullied in school, you would imagine yourself hurting your bullies...or even worse...you imagined yourself killing them.

"I...I would never do such a thing!"

Maybe so, but the fights you get into are slowly becoming more violent...you must have noticed that.

"I-I...I need some water...this is crazy..."

No, Y/N...YOU are the crazy one here...or should I say...WE are the crazy ones here?

"I'm not crazy! I'm not! I'm no-"

I suddenly felt a tap on my shoulder, so I quickly turned around, and found...Celeste

"Wh-what are you doing here, Celeste."

Celeste: "that's what I should be asking you, Y/N. You haven't shown up to class, so we decided to send someone to look for you...and I volunteered."

"O-oh...I'm sorry, it's just that I trained with Nekomaru, and I guess it must've lasted a lot longer than I thought."

Celeste: "I see...but why were you saying, and I quote, "I'm not crazy!"?"

I...I can't tell her what's going on with me...hell, not even I know what's wrong with me...but I'm not risking our friendship over this.

"D-don't worry about it, Celeste...I'm fine."

Celeste: "are you absolutely sure? I'm worried about your wellbeing, Y/N."

"Thanks, but...I'm fine."

Celeste: "if you say so..."

I sighed, and the two of us began to walk together to our classroom...

~~timeskip~~

Once we made it to our classroom, I opened the door, and Celeste walked in first, and I went in after her.

Teacher: "ah, Mr L/N. Where have you been?"

"I'm sorry, sir. I was training with Nekomaru Nidai earlier today, and I guess time must've flown by faster than I thought."

Teacher: "I see...well, you can go ahead and take your seat. You can ask Mr Naegi for the notes."

"Alright..."

I went over to my seat, and sat down.

Makoto: "dude...you don't look too good."

"I don't feel too good, either..."

Makoto: "what's going on?"

"It's...hard to explain. I...I think I may be losing my mind."

Makoto: "what...?"

"Okay, so...before anything, you know how I told you guys I was a victim of bullying?"

Makoto: "yeah?"

"Well...I used to have these...thoughts."

Makoto: "...don't tell me..."

"...yeah, I used to wish I could hurt my bullies...and at some point...I wanted them dead...by my hands."