Young Love ( Park Jimin )

Ch.16

It's been a couple of days since I had the talk with PDnim and I must say, the more I think about what he said the more I'm starting to agree with it. Maybe going to America will be good for me. I might actually feel better in some way.

Jimin still doesn't know what we talked about when they left the room and I think he's getting frustrated with me. How do I know? Well, last night he barley touched me and this morning he hasn't said anything to me, not even looked at me. He's being a little dramatic.

Taehyung: y/n, why is Jimin mutilating his French toast?
I looked over at Jimin and Tae and as right, his toast in in shreds.
Y/n: that's it! Jimin what is wrong with you!?
I demanded as I stood next to him. He stopped what he was doing and stood up in front of me and yelled.... He yelled at me. For the first time ever.

Jimin: YOU'RE NOT TELLING ME ANYTHING!! YOU SHUT ME OUT AND EXPECT ME TO KNOW HOW TO HELP YOU!!
I stood there eyes wide but I'm sure I had tears in them.

Jin: you did not just yell at her?!?
Yoongi: what the hell is wrong with you!!?
Yoongi pulled me into a hug which I gladly returned. He never gives a lot of hugs willingly so I'm gonna take it while I can.
Namjoon: what the hell just happened??
Hoseok: Jimin yelled at y/n

Namjoon's eyes went wide then hit Jimin in the back of the head.
Jimin: what was that for??!
Namjoon: you yelling at your girlfriend! You're supposed to support her not yell at her!
Jimin: how can I? She doesn't even tell me things! I can't read her mind!!
Tae came over to me asking if I was ok but all I did was cry. He's now wrong, I don't tell him anything and yet he still tried to help. I'd be tired of it to if it was me in his place.

How am I supposed to tell the man I love that my brain thinks he's going to abandon me?
Jungkook: hyung! You broke noona!! She stopped moving!
My body shut down, I don't know how but it's like my brain paused. I could feel them trying to snap me out of it and talk to me but I just couldn't.

Jimin was right in front of me shaking me and I could see some tears in his eyes. He feels bad, I should wake up now, come one wake up! I yell over and over in my head until I final gasped as if I was holding my breath.
Jimin: oh thank god!!

He cried pulling me into his arms.
Jimin: I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have yelled at you. Please forgive me baby!
He sobbed rocking me back and forth. I pulled away from him a little bit and looked into his eyes. They were wet and full of regret.
Y/n: I'm sorry I haven't told you everything. I just don't know how to tell you
Jimin: tell me what, y/n?
I took a deep breath, it's now or never.

I told him everything PDnim said to me, minus the me getting shot in my nightmare part. I'll tell him when we're alone.
Jimin: I'll never abandon you, I love you way too much to do something so stupid.
He held my face in his hands making sure that I am looking at him in the eyes.

I could always tell how he feels by just the look into his eyes.
Y/n: I know that, my brain however seems to not know that.
I chuckled, hoping it would lighten the mood. Tae knocked on my head and started yelling
Taehyung: hey you in there! We. Are. Not. Leaving. Her!

We all laughed at his behavior and just like that the serious mood went away. I just hope we never go through this again. I don't like when he is upset with me let alone yells at me. That's why I need to tell him everything.

I grabbed Jimins hand and dragged him up the stairs and into our room.
Jimin: what is it baby?
He asked taking a seat on the bed as I closed the door.
Y/n: I want to tell you about my dream. My nightmare actually
Jimin: ok, I'm listening
He patted the side of the bed right next to him for me to sit on. With a deep breath I told him about my nightmare. From start to finish, everything.

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It took him a few minutes to digest everything but when he did he pulled me close to him.
Jimin: you have that exact same dream every time?
Y/n: it's not always the exact same but it's always the same event.

I leaned onto his shoulder feeling tired from the exhausting morning I've had.
Jimin: I won't let that happen to you, I promise.
He looked deep into my eyes making sure I understood him. I gave him a lazy smile and nodded.

Y/n: can we cuddle and take a nap please? I'm tired
Jimin: of course
He picked me up in his arms and laid me on the bed as he crawled in next to me. As much as I want to enjoy this moment with Jimin the sleepiness closed in on me right when he kissed my forehead.
Jimin: sleep well my love