Young Love ( Park Jimin )

Ch.21

The whole day was spent with Jimin. When he came back up from the kitchen he was definitely mad but he didn't want me to see it. He never likes to show me his bad side. We spent the day watching movies and cuddling each other.

Now it's time for me to go. I had already bought my plane ticket before Jimin got back from the kitchen. I pulled my bags out of the closet trying to be as quiet as I can. The last thing I need is for him to wake up right now.

I put the bags next to the door then went back over to the bed. Should I write him a note? He'll freak out in the morning I know it. I decided to write a little note and left it by his phone.

I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes. I'm going to miss him...I don't even know when I'll see him again. Knowing him he will probably find me immediately. I leaned down and kissed his cheek then his nose and finally his lips.
Y/n: I love you so much Jimin, I'll see you soon
I grabbed my stuff and walked out the door not looking back once. If I did I know I would never be able to leave.
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Jimin pov

I woke up not feeling y/n's arms around me like I normally do. I felt around the bed a little bit but I still felt nothing. Opening my eyes I didn't see her in the room at all.
Jimin: y/n?? Y/n?!
Nothing, I didn't get a response back. I got up and walked over to the bathroom checking to see if she was in there but she's not. Maybe she's downstairs.

I ran down the stairs cause all of the guys to look at me like an alien.
Jimin: is y/n down here?
Taehyung: no, I thought she was still asleep
Jimin: she's not in our room at all
Now I'm starting to freak out. Where the hell are you? I went back upstairs to get my phone so I could call her but I saw a not on top of it.

"I know you're going to be freaking out by the time you find this but trust me I'm alright. I heard what you guys were talking about yesterday so I decided to fix it by leaving. Hopefully everything calms down soon so I can come back to you because I miss you already and I haven't even left yet. I love you so much baby. I'll see you soon."

Tears fell from my nose onto the paper. She heard all of those things they said. I wiped my tears and went back downstairs where they all were sitting in the living room.
Jimin: are you happy now?!
I threw the paper at Namjoon. He read it with a guilty look on his face.
Jimin: she left because of what you said!
Namjoon: Jimin I-
Jimin: don't! I'm not the one you need to apologize to!!
Jungkook took the note from Namjoon and read it out loud.
Jungkook: noona left? Hyung you made her feel terrible!
He yelled at Namjoon. He never yells at his hyungs.
Jin: where could she have gone?
Jimin: my parents, that's the only place she knows

Just the thought of her being so far away from me is hurting me. On top of that her nightmares, she hasn't had one in a long time.
Jungkook: is noona going to come back? She said she would
He asked holding up the paper. His eyes were watery like mine. Since y/n has been here jungkook has taken a liking to her. He always wants to watch movies with her and cuddle. It used to make me mad but now I think I'm starting to understand it.

Jungkook lost his childhood at a young age to be an idol and I think y/n being here is making him feel more safe and normal. She has a motherly aura.

Namjoon: I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been so harsh. All I wanted was for the media to die down and I got frustrated.
Jimin: like I said, I don't want to hear it!
I went back up to my room and got dressed. I saw one of her shirts on the ground so I picked it up and held it close to me.

Why baby, all you had to do was talk to me. God this hurts and it hasn't even been an hour. How did I go months without seeing her if I can't even go 30 minutes?!

I think the thing worrying me the most is her sleep. She won't be able to sleep good without me. I know I'm not going to be able to sleep without her.