Dear Diary

FOURTH

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Rose Ferrari

,,What Charles is doing is a continuation of Jules legacy. Charles has a mission, a mission to do what Jules should have done"

Charles looked at me in harassment and began to toss me with threatening eyes and sentences. Inexplicably, he claimed he was in trouble because of me. And I only mentioned to my father once that this boy might not be here. I didn’t think Dad would take my words so seriously. I didn't mean to hurt Charles. However, this guy came in Jules' place, so he should be competing well. Not just any team, but this team is Ferrari. It’s a huge team, with a huge legacy and I don’t want Leclerc to abuse that opportunity.

Charles hurriedly left my desk and I got straight up from my chair and hurried afterwards. The boy was too fast but I managed to get close enough to him

-Charles Leclerc! , --I shouted. The boy stopped and turned to me.

-What else do you want from me? I know you want to ruin my life completely, but I’m not at fault. Understand, your father believes your word, and you have ruined everything

-I didn't do anything, --I said

-Leave me alone Rose,-- he said

-Why don't you believe me?-- I asked and touched the boy's hand

-Leave me alone, --he said, and moved on.

Honestly, it all went very badly. The injustice I was accused of and Leclerc's situation was bad.
I hated the boy for how perfect he was. He has had a good life and always has. Disgusting. But then Jules died and Charles was smashed inside. Completely shattered. Then his father died too. Then his friend too. Every important man who was a car racer died around him. And now he's playing with the danger, too. And car racing is not a game. Being among the top 20 pilots in the world is not a fairytale world. You have to fight hard for survival. You don't always tell the story of the cars, you're just causing trouble to the team and yourself ... Maybe it's better that Charles has been on probation. So the safest.

The rest of my day was spent in the office. I worked for Dad, but Mom was in the building today. It was a little family atmosphere. I read the letters and then signed invoices. Everything was getting boring so I asked about the Charles Leclerc case.

-Daddy, what's up with Leclerc?

-Nothing. , --Dad said briefly --Why are you asking?

-Because I heard he was on probation

-Yes, that's right,-- Dad said briefly again

-Do you know why?-- I asked curiously. I didn't really want to ask him right away and I didn't want him to know that Leclerc was a little nervous about me because Dad would resent him even more then.

-Because he constantly crashed the car. Believe me, it will be good that way.

-Sure, but anyway, if he has  been with the team for 3 years, don't you think that's bullshit?

-Rose! Don't get involved in my work! ,-- instructed father

-All right

-This reminds me, why isn’t there a boy who can accompany you to the weekend race? When will you be someone is  boyfriend again? It's time, you don't think?

-But you're an annoyance, --I told Dad and slapped him on the table. --You know don’t go and leave me alone with this topic...

The most painful thing for me is love, I haven’t loved anyone like Julest. And now his godson is completely changing my life. Why is that? Because I started getting to know the boy and I came to see how much we had in common. Both of us have broken souls. And because of that, I decided to be a little kinder with the Leclerc boy and try to understand his situation.

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However, I had to go to the race so I was forced to travel to Mexico with the team and of course the pilots. I had 1 day to pack all my stuff and we already had to leave. It’s pathetically little time for me, since fashion is all about racing. But I did and I stood out in front of our house with 3 suitcases of clothes where Dad and Mom were already sitting behind our driver. We headed to the airport.
Flight alone is a truly liberating feeling, it gives back freedom to man. But in the present situation, I didn’t feel like staying in a room with my dad. The sentence what he said fell very badly on me. He broke my soul to pieces with it. On the other hand, it occurred to me that Carlos and Charles would join us. Unconscious.
I got out of the black car in a comfortable suit in front of the dark runway at the airport while the Ferrari pilots wore elegant shirts. I would be lying if I said I didn’t feel uncomfortable about it, but I had to accept the situation.

-Ferrari girl! --, greeted Carlos who was really cheerful today, Charles was in a bad mood.

-Hi Carlos, good to see you again,-- I said and hugged the pilot. Then I looked at Leclerc, who was me. It took me a few minutes for one of us to speak

-Hi Rose,-- he said softly

-Hello Charles, --I said and took my eyes off him

Did something happen between you? --Carlos asked as we both looked at each other again

-Nothing, --we answered at once

-It really doesn't seem like that to me,-- the Spanish boy continued

-And we're right,-- I said, and I headed for the plane. As soon as I sat down in my seat and everyone had a busy seat, we left. Mexico was terribly far away, but at least I had time to think. Why is this boy so mad at me?

When we got off, Dad and the big people in the Ferrari all sat in a black limousine. I cut an incomprehensible head at them.

-What will happen to me? --I asked my mother

-Go with the guys, --she pointed to the smaller car and I stood there in front of my mother in amazement

-Mom, why are you doing this to me? --I asked nervously

-Go with them, your father has yet to negotiate. Discussion closed,-- my mom said and they drove off the car

-Ms. Ferrari, please get in the car, we have to leave to prevent the paparazzi, --the chauffeur said

-I'm not traveling in a car with Charles Leclerc! , I said. The chauffeur was surprised to look at me as well as the boys and coaches.

Rose don't do this --, Andrea Ferrari said

-You stay out of this, --I told my cousin

-Rose stop, --Charles said--, come sit in, please--I looked at the boy, please, and sighed heavily

-All right

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