Dear Diary

SIXTEENTH

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Rose Ferrari

The latest cars, the fastest category and the best drivers. I had a real fear in this race, maybe I had a bad feeling. However, at Charles’s urging, I stopped and got all the bad thoughts out of my head because as the boy said they have no heels here. obviously every race has a huge risk, but now I really didn’t feel good. Charles got into his little red car, put on his new helmet, and the lights on the track turned on. Everything became clear and people started cheering and I pressed one last kiss to my boyfriend's helmet. Meanwhile, Charles had already put on his gloves and was completely ready to pick up and start the race with the other 19 drivers who also drove to victory ... The lights went out and the sound of the cars was loud. Then, at the first turn, each car turned and continued on its way. The hardest turn has come, Charles in the lead! He drives the race, he drives the last race ... Then everything goes dark. Leclerc's red car began to burn and Charles visibly lost control of his car. Then there was a huge impact on the wall .... Andrea was standing next to me, who was also watching in shock.

-Charles, are you okay ?, --the boy's engineer asked over the radio. There was no answer

-Someone should rush to the car immediately, --Binotto instructed the team. I just stood and watched through the projector as firefighters tried to get my love out of the car so that his body would not be prey to the flames.

-Someone save him,-- I yelled through my headphones and put my hand in front of the number. My heart ached so much that my panic attack came out almost completely.

-Rose calm down, nothing will end like this. It can't end that way, --said Andrea, who was also in a state of shock. His eyes were teary. Ever since Charles was in F1 he has always been by the boy's side.-- We can't lose him like that

-We can't lose him like that,-- I said the sentence

An ambulance helicopter has also arrived in which Charlest will be put in and transported to the nearest private hospital. So he's still alive ...

-Rose, come on, --the team leader instructed me and I got in the medical car. The car took me straight to the scene of the accident and I already knew what was going to happen.

-Do you want to go with him?-- Binotto asked as I just nodded my head. Not a single voice came out of my throat, but I was with him that I had no choice. I have to do my best and do what Charles' mother would do. So I got out of the car and walked over to the fainting Charles

-He’s still breathing so not everything is lost,-- the Arab doctor said and I squeezed the boy’s hand.

-Charles wakes up, I know,-- I said, and I looked confidently at the doctor who nodded. So he thinks so too. --I mean, I can only hope ...

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Then I suddenly woke up. The water is also overwhelmed considering this nightmare. I looked at the pillow next to me where Charles was sleeping peacefully. The blue pillow was pure sweat and I felt it even in the dark. I was unable to close my eyes again so I walked over to the closet and took out one of the boy’s t-shirts. I picked it up and stepped out onto the balcony of the Abu Dhabi hotel with a glass of water in my hand. The town was so calm and quiet at 2 a.m. The lights in the huge buildings lit up just like the stars and the air was a little cooler. I took a deep breath and tried to calm down. My hair was a sweat too and I was trying to get back to normal

I just sat and stared out of my head, and then suddenly Charles showed up too

-What are you doing here, Rose, in the middle of the night? --The boy asked in surprise. But I couldn't stop crying anymore and because of that I started crying

-What's wrong?

-I had a nightmare. I almost lost you. I never want to lose you, --I said, and I hid in the hands of the boy.

Charles leaned over and planted a kiss on my forehead. It was very comforting to be able to lie on his chest and feel his heart beating.

-I don't want to lose you, --I said again and looked at him. Deep into the boy's eyes

-Rose, how about you move in with me after the race. Would you come with me to Monaco..., --I was completely surprised by the boy's sentence, but I felt happiness in the depths of my heart.

-Are you serious?

-Of course ,Rose, I'm sure of our future, --said Charles and kissed me. The lights of the balcony put the feeling of sleepiness in my eyes again, so Charles took my hand and walked me back to bed. He covered me and I snuggled next to him. I felt safe again.

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I woke up in the morning as if nothing had happened during the night. I turned to my love, but he was nowhere near the bed. I put my hand on his pillow and got up and climbed out of bed. I got dressed in a nice little dress and went to find Charles.
I pressed the elevator button and waited. Then I got into the elevator and saw Lando. The boy's brown hair was messy and funny at the same time

-I see you didn't sleep well either, --I said and stood next to him

-Rose, this is the last day of competition. Good thing I couldn't sleep, said the boy and laughed

-I'm worried about Charles. The competition between Max and him is too intense. They are too violent

-girls always overthinking everything, calm down and trust everything to the pros

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