Dear Diary

Prologue

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Dear Diary!

I hate 2015. I hate what this year was able to do to me. The many difficulties I go through right now are not for me. Not for a girl as fragile as I am. I just want to be happy. To live happily with my family, but you even lose that from me. I miss Jules. I miss my father. Please give them back to me. I can't live without them. You know what they meant to me ....I remember the first day Dad introduced me to Jules. It was love at first sight. The fact is, however, that he was 10 years older. But we loved each other. We loved each other very much ... Why did you take him from me, why did you curse me, because I always did the best things. I'm a good person. I swear.
A hundred words is the end of it, I'm completely shattered. When I think of that day, another piece of my heart breaks. Spa in Italy. I hate the city.
Life without you is hard, dear Jules. After all, when I see your relative, you come to mind. You miss the hug immeasurably. I haven't understood my parents since. Dad became completely different. Maybe you feel wrong about introducing us to each other. Or you just see this huge pain in me. You may be in a bad mood.
Compared to that, Mom mourns with me. She cooks my favorite foods for me and always tries to please me. Well, can I never be the happy girl I used to be? Or can I never get back on my feet?

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I'm Rose. Rose Ferrari. She is the granddaughter of Enzo Ferrari and the first child of Alfredo Ferrari. I am the only child of my father who was the first to take it all on regret on September 1, 1998. To his greatest sorrow, life was not blessed by a boy with a child but by a girl. We girls fully know that being a girl, that is, growing up in today's world is very difficult. You have a lot of difficulty to deal with and if you might love cars then you don't even love the cars but the driver who drives that car. I don't deny I've always been a boy girl. My mom always happily bought me a toy doll, but I always played with the little red Ferrari cars. Those were the lights of my eyes. The other girls my age always laughed at for not playing with them, but I loved my childhood. I was seriously looking for the company of the boys until then. And they always laughed. So I was forced to decide to show everyone that even if I wasn't a pilot, I would at least run our company. By then, we were doing very well with Ferrari in Formula1. Maybe it was one of the heyday of the team this decade. Dad took part in every race so he was away from us a lot. Then when I turned 17 I met Jules. It was love at first sight. The 10 months he spent with him was a dream come true. Until then, the man didn't look at me like he did. But then everything changed so suddenly. He died and I was left alone, however, I had managed to process everything related to him. After that, I tried to disappear from the world of the media because I didn't want people to personalize me. Dad took care of everything so I could go on with my life. Alone.

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The world knows me as Charles. I have a lot of names, though. But that's enough for me to be Charles Leclerc. I have a true champion soul and 2 brothers. The constant competition is in my blood and nothing has ever stopped me from winning. Not even my father's death. I was able to get in the car and race that dark day. I won too. I won and I couldn't believe it at that moment. Everything collapsed in my little boy self. Since then, I have completely closed myself, I am not able to show my feels, let alone love ...
The F1 sit in Ferrari was my dream. I got this after Jules' death. Of course, I was always weird about this whole thing, as it was as if I had taken his place. But he's dead ... and I'm doing everything he should have done....

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If you are interested in how these two broken souls will meet, stay with me❤

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I am happy that so many people read my books. I am grateful for my dream, which was to finally give birth to a Charles Leclerc fanfiction as well. Well, this is going to be that book.

Rose Ferrari is a fiery woman and Charles Leclerc is a conscientious pilot, but we all know that. I love the story and I hope you will like it too. Have a wonderful day and read with confidence. I promise everything will be to your liking. Maybe the first parts will be a little emotional, but after the first encounter, everything will change.