Dear Diary

THIRTEENTH

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Rose Ferrari

I was really angry with my parents. It would have taken courage, it would have taken me to show them that I could be with Charles even when I shouldn’t. I would have proved to them that I am no longer the little girl I was when Jules fell in love with me ....
... and fate gave me a chance to be happy again. Charles' movements all reminded me of his godfather. One by one. His huge hand that always hugged me and those beautiful eyes all suggested that I was safe. And I didn’t want to talk to my parents until it was all fixed. I wanted to be happy and run away from Maranello, run away from my parents.

In any case, the penultimate race followed, which was of course mandatory for my family. And Saudi Arabia was one of the most pleasant places to relax. I didn’t even want to be next to mom and dad so I asked for a room on a completely different floor. And the Mclaren team was the best solution possible.

Daniel’s handsome smile said more than the word on the team, and to my surprise, they agreed to occupy my room on their floor. That's how I got room 316. I packed my clothes in the closet so they wouldn’t crease. After all, I have to watch it somehow this weekend. By the time I was done it was dinner time and I had arranged with Daniel to go out to dinner together. I picked up a black dress and got a green bag in my hand.

-Hello Rose! --said a curly brown-haired guy who was Daniel's teammate.

-Lando Norris, good luck getting to know you! ,-- I said and hugged the boy in surprise

-And she smells really good, --Lando told Daniel

-Did you talk about me?-- I asked laughing

-Not completely. Charles and I have been on topic so far, --Danny said and pulled me out of the chair at the table. But my stomach twitched in Charles's name

-I don't even understand why Charles isn't here, --Lando said as he stared at his phone

-Maybe because of me. We broke up, I said

-We know little girl, we know everything about you, --Daniel said with a smile and Lando laughed to himself

-There's a heart under Charles's post. From you.

-Yes, because he wrote about his dad

-Rose, what do we not know about you? --Daniel asked suspiciously

-Lando, do you promise not to be childish?

-I'm never that,-- Lando said, but at that moment an no alcoholic cocktail arrived for the boy.

-Then why don't you drink alcohol?

-Why are you diverting the topic?

-So it’s just that I ruined his life. My father almost fired him from the company. He's on probation now. Because of me. So we decided to pretend to be his girlfriend and he was my boyfriend. We didn't touch each other at first, but in the end he kissed me. Then it became more, and now Charles doesn't want to see me. Because of my father. Everything got worse. Getting worse..

The food for the two boys also fell out of their mouths, but I can fully understand them. After all, it wasn't uncommon to hear that about a Ferrari driver.

-Rose, aren't you kidding? --Lando asked

-Why would I joke?

-Lando, shut up. Can't you see she's serious?--Danny said, hitting Lando on the back of his neck

-It hurt, I'll tell Andreas now! , --Lando said, but burst out with a huge laugh afterwards

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The first free practice went very well for the team. Carlos and Charles also soared. I was the only one broke. When I had the opportunity to be close to Charles, I was always looking for his gaze in his garage. I wanted nothing but him. He missed his embrace. But he didn't even look at me. He only looked at me once, but still because I was on my way. I refused to talk to Dad either. I didn’t speak to anyone but watched the free practice on a tablet in a smaller room. I sat in an armchair and tried to drink the juice I brought with me from breakfast. But I was unable. It was so worn out that I couldn’t throw anything down my throat. Then the first free practice was over. I only moved out of the room when I heard a shout about it outside

-What does all this mean? Charles is the best driver on the team, --Binotto said

-I know, but he have to go, --my father said. He immediately fell for what this man wanted. I had had enough and rushed out of the room.

-If Charles can't stay and doesn't get his position back, you're going to lose me too, Dad !,-- I shouted from my throat.

-What does this mean for Rose Ferrari?

-That I'm moving out. I will change my name and you will not be able to tie me to anything. You can't do this with Charles !!! , w--ith this sentence all of a sudden everything went dark. I felt a hand on my shoulder and then I put everything up

Everything was dark and maybe I was dreaming of something. That Charles is with me again. We live in a small Italian town away from people. There are no distractions, just the two of us. He took my hand and kissed me. I felt for a long time that his tongue was in my mouth.

-Rose, Rose, don't leave me here,-- said a familiar boy with brown hair. His green eyes were a little teary and I could see in his the fear I saw even when it turned out that the future of the pilot was in question.

-Charles !, --I stroked his face

-She woke up, --Charles shouted. Dad immediately pushed him out of bed and they rushed to me with my mother

-Are you better, Rose?-- Mom asked

-As long as I see him I will never be better, --I said and pointed to my father
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