Dear Diary

FOURTEENTH

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Charles Leclerc

Rose was absolutely amazed. I happened to get out of the car a little frustrated after the free practice. I was very upset that I didn’t even see Rose in the garage. She was my engineer, but so was my love. Then when I finally finished my second free practice and Andrea took my stuff I heard Rose’s father and Binotto quarreling. It was about me. I slid softly behind the door to hear what a decision would be made without my decision. It’s ridiculous the way they think they can do whatever they want without my say. Then came Rose. Her small body quickly turned red from the poison. Then a click. I ran into the room and saw Rose lying motionless on the floor. Maybe I was the only one who knew what it was. Rose told me alone that she was panicked.

-Get out of here, Leclerc! --cried Rose's father

-Rose, don't leave me here,
can you hear me?, don't leave,'y I said, and I put the girl up. It took a long second for her to open her eyes

-I want Charles, --she said

-I'm here, I said, and I put my hand on her hand. --Are you better yet?

-I will never get better until I see him, --Rose said, pointing her fingers at her father

-Calm down and take a deep breath, --said Binotto, who had already called the doctors

-I don't want to calm down until Charles is calm either, --Rose said and her face began to turn red again.

-Please, Rose. Calm down,-- his father said

-What's going on here? --Rose's mother rushed into the room where a small crowd was already standing

-Rose fainted, --said Mr. Ferrari, a little condescendingly

-This is not entirely true. But I don’t want to discuss this with you here right now as it’s a bit of a business topic as well. But it is so certain that if you want to fire Charles Leclerc for a relationship, I will resign and sue the entire company. Talented this boy and your husband are just threatening the boy’s future out of nowhere. I don’t ask for more of that and I’ve finished that. Charles needs to be a world champion and happy in his private life. We don’t miss the newspapers writing about us for weeks or even months ....-- Binotto said. At that moment, the doctors arrived and Roset was escorted to the examiner

She lay down carefully on the table and the doctor began to examine her. Rose moaned sometimes when cold test equipment touched her, but for now, everything seemed to be okay with her. After all, it was just a little panic attack. Right?
Rose's mother was waiting in the waiting room for her daughter and I was in the room with the girl

-It would be better if they went to another doctor as well, since here we are only responsible for the lives of the pilots and we don’t have as much equipment as we need. But I was able to examine the young lady so much that I realized what was causing the problem,-- the doctor said.

-And what would be the problem? --Rose asked and sat up

-Well, unfortunately it's a little more complete. I discovered a small tumor in her uterus that affects her entire body. Sometimes it can cause fainting and unfortunately after a while it can be accompanied by heavy breathing and panic attacks.

-What does all this mean? ,-- I asked anxiously and looked at Rose who was just as surprised as I was

-Are you the lady's boyfriend?

-Yes,-- I said and looked at the girl who was also nodding

-Well, dear Charles, I have to grieve, but the little lady will be unable to carry a child under her heart,-- as the doctor said.

-What should I do to change that? --Rose asked the doctor

-Well, in my best opinion, it would be better to avoid stress, even though there is only one race weekend left of the season.

I was unable to close my eyes for a moment that night. I managed to clear  with Rose so much that it’s better for us together and I don’t want to lose her. Why would I want to? For she is my ray in the gloomy sky. She is the cause of my smile every day and I would not be able to exist without her. And now I’m lying here in the dark room, watching with concern for every breath. Every breath is a treasure for me. I don’t want everything I loved to lose around me. I owe so much to this girl. She brought it back to success. Because of it, I can stand on the podium in every race and lead the list of pilots this year despite the many difficulties.

-I want Charles, --said Rose, who didn't even open her eyes. She was still asleep.

-Here I am, --leaning towards him and stroking my beautiful face with my hands

-I don't want you to leave, --she said

-I will never leave again. I will not leave you alone, you are the light in my life

-I love you Charles Leclerc! I have always loved you

I stroked the girl's head with my hands and then pressed a kiss to her cheek. There was so much emotion in me, it suppressed all my words. I could have told her anything. For example, Rose, life is not life without you and when you broke into me and Andrea during my workout, everything changed. Until then, I only kept you a sleazy pussy, but your scent and your clothes took me completely off my feet. I'm madly in love with you Rose Ferrari

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