Dear Diary

TWENTY-SECOND

WE MISS YOU JULES
17.07.2015
You haven't been with us for seven years

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Charles Leclerc

*May i.e. 5 months later*

-What does it mean that Rose is pregnant? ,-- I asked on the phone

I- don't know dude, but when I saw her, she had a huge belly. ,-- Pierre said on the other end of the phone

-Pierre, please don't mess with me, --I said, holding my head

-Charles, I'm not stupid and I could never hurt you so much to lie to you like that...

//Well, the truth is that nothing went as planned on Christmas Eve. We met Rose's father after the new year. Mr. Ferrari was perfectly normal, but Rose freaked out. She started hysteria and told me everything. She didn't want her real father back. I remember that day very well. We got into the car and Rose was already tense. I parked my red Ferrari in front of the Ferrari estate and we got out. I stepped forward, Rose standing behind me, then they opened the door. Rose's father gave us a delightful hug and wished us a Happy New Year. He was wearing black and had a fake smile on his face just like ours.

-It's good to see you again, --Mr. Ferrari said and sat us down in the living room

-Yes, I think so too,-- I said and put my hand on Rose's thigh.

-This does not make sense! , --Rose stood up--. I don't want to be a part of this forced conversation. In fact, you know what dad, I want to get out of the company! I want to exit with immediate effect. I'm not jeopardizing Charles's future either

-Rose what are you talking about?-- I asked confused

-About the fact that I'm fed up with the Ferrari company

-But you are also a Ferrari! You are a member of the family and the only heir of the family. You can't do that! , --blurted out Mr. Ferrari

-But dad, I do what I want and I don't need permission from any of you!
Now Charles it's time to go! --, she instructed. I looked at the girl's father with my eyes and tried to let him know that he could trust me 100% and that I would not leave this matter at that. But there are things that even I can't change. And that something was Rose Ferrari

-How could you do this to me?-- Rose asked when we finally got home. Not to Monaco, just to our little Italian apartment.

-Are you still upset? I only wanted good for you. I wanted you not to have to live without your parents. I didn't want you to have a life like mine. I wanted you to feel that your father had changed. But you ruined this opportunity too!

-Also, how did I ruin it? You put me in front of ready facts. Faced with facts I didn't want to know. You have to understand my decisions. You have to understand that I'm not your wife, you can't control me. I'm not your fiancee either. You never wanted me to be that,-- Rose said to me

-You have this wrong. It was always planned to ask for your hand in marriage. I've always wanted to get engaged to you. But why does it hurt you so much now?, --I asked the girl. Rose sat down quietly and held her head.

-I don't want to see you anymore,-- she said quietly.-- I don't want to see you, I'm tired of you. As I declared before my father and as before you, I will not influence your future from now on. You'll be fine without me. Now go! , --instructed

-I can't even look at you. Moreover, this Rose is no longer the girl I knew before. This is not the girl who was next to me when I became world champion..., --I started with a painful step towards the door and from there to my car. After that, I could only think of one person who lives close to this family. Namely, my friend Pierre's vacation home......//

Back to the present. Either way, I sat on the bed confused. Rose and I last saw each other in early January. However, a lot has happened since then. The new season has started again in Formula 1 and I couldn't have expected a better start. But it was certain for me that Rose's absence was very great. I didn't smile as much anymore and I didn't find so much joy in my friends anymore. My only support was Andrea Ferrari and Pierre Gasly, who tried to get the best out of me every day. Of course, my mother was devastated to hear that Rose and I had broken up, and when I told her the story, she immediately burst into tears. As for Rose, I don't know how much she remained the owner of the company, but I didn't see her even once in the new season. Maybe it was a relief for me. Now, however, it has become clear to me that if the girl is pregnant, it is possible that I am the father of the child. So I have to find her. I have to get to know each other again and correct the many mistakes we both made. I don't want my children to grow up without a father.

-Pierre, --I said into the phone, --where did you see Rose?

-Mate, she was in Mallorca, but I think she will definitely take part in the Monaco race. Remember, it was always her favorite race

-But if she's pregnant, why would she participate?

-Why not ? She can definitely blend in with the crowd somehow. Just be careful!

And on this beautiful evening in May, I decided that I would get back the love of my life. Why wouldn't I? After all, I think I have a long future with her and if Rose is really pregnant, I will be infinitely happy. I put the phone down on my nightstand and pulled out its drawer. There was Rose's engagement ring in a small black velvet box.

- Maybe it will work now, --I thought to myself-

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First of all, it was very important to me that this part came out today just so that I could write this here as a memory. Today is 7 years since Jules had an accident and died from his injuries. He was Charles' godfather and you can see the pictures. They look a lot alike. Andrea Ferrari was Jules' coach and now Charles' coach. It's amazing, it's amazing what kind of life Charles has. I don't want to believe that this is not a coincidence. I believe that Charles was called to great things in his life and that all this, all this negativity happened for him. Jules helped him in many things, including getting into Formula 1. I totally stand by Charles Leclerc and we miss you Jules. But the Leclerc family is very, very sure.