(DISCONTINUED) Forbidden | Ahsoka X Reader

Chapter 12

Y/n's pov

I walked into the briefing room with Rex to give my report, with Krell's lightsabers in hand. "Organa, where is Master Krell? and why do you have his lightsabers?" Master Windu asked "he is dead, he betrayed us," I explained and showed them everything. "Why did you kill him after?" Master Windu asked "he was dangerous to be left alive," I replied and I gave the rest of my report. "So... you just meditated?" Master Plo asked sounding confused "yes, it gave me some insight," I said "on what?" Master Windu asked "the mission," I replied and walked out. 

I knocked on Master Yoda's door and he told me to enter. "Organa, your mission went well did it?" he asked with a soft smile "as well as it could, I... need to speak to you about something that happened during it," I replied sitting in a full lotus position and he gestured for me to continue "I spoke to eight jedi and sith, and Kreia," I explained "these people were?" he asked sounding intrigued "Qui-gon, Revan, Bastila and Satele Shan, Exar Kun, Kreia, N'Kata Del Gormo, and finally Kantam Sy," I replied and he was surprised "my master, you have spoken with? how?" he asked "I... don't really know how to explain it. Pretty much when I meditated I think I became one with the force, yet I was still alive, I spoke to Qui-gon and he brought me to the others," I explained and saw him thinking "show me how to such thing, can you?" he asked "I can try, and be aware that time works very differently there," I replied and we meditated. 

Force world

I opened my eyes and saw we were here. "Master Yoda, Y/n, it is good to see you again," Qui-gon said with a smile "Y/n, who is this?" Exar asked with a growl "this is Master Yoda, grandmaster," I replied and noticed N'Kata Del Gormo and Kantam Sy were surprised to see him "how are you, my padawan?" N'Kata asked "good I am, Master Gormo," Master Yoda said, clearly happy to see his master, "you have achieved much," N'Kata chuckled and the pair walked away. "How is Ahsoka?" Bastila asked hugging me "I-I haven't spoken with her yet," I replied "I suggest you do that, your training will continue tomorrow," Qui-gon said, I nodded and went over to Master Yoda "Master, would you like to leave?" I asked getting his attention "yes Organa, leave we will. Told me much of your lessons Master Gormo has," he replied and we left.

Mortal world

I opened my eyes and looked at the grandmaster. "Tell the council of this, I will," he said "no, I was told to not tell anyone. But I told you because I trust you," I instantly responded "trust your judgement I shall," I nodded left.

I knocked on Ahsoka's door and soon enough she opened it. "Hey!" She exclaimed pulling me inside "hey," I said. I was sat on the bed and Ahsoka straddled my lap, "so how did the mission go?" She asked with a smile and I was close to tears "what's wrong?" "Krell... h-he I-I-" I couldn't get the words out "hey, just take your time," Ahsoka whispered and she started running her fingers through my hair. I tried to get the words until I whispered "he r-raped m-me," I looked into her eyes and she was shocked. It didn't take long for me to start crying into her shoulder, "who else knows?" She asked in a soft tone "no one, I can't have the council thinking I'm weak," I replied "how would you come across as weak?" She asked "I-I'm the youngest knight in the history of the order, I can't come across as someone who can be taken advantage of," I explained "when did it happen?" Ahsoka asked "the first night, I-I woke up and he was on top of me, I tried to fight back but he was too strong," I said as the tears doubled. Ahsoka laid me down and wrapped me in her arms, "I love you," I whispered "I love you too," she replied and I slowly fell asleep cuddling into her chest.