The evil God's curse (ENNEAD )

My baby!

He felt them before he even saw them.

Pain, Anger, Sorrow, Agony, Grief, Betrayal.

They were the poor souls he had slaughtered for his own selfish reasons.

He's always been cruel to them since that day. Using them. Slaughtered them using the very same weapon that spilled the blood of enemies to protect them. He stood laughing at their misery, not giving two shits in giving them a proper burial.

He truly lived up to the title of tyran ruler.

He did not expect them to forgive him. They're angry, they deserve to be. Not only did he kill them, only he killed children and women who had no chance against him, but he betrayed they're very faith in him.

He was the God who was supposed to always protect them. But he turned out to be the one to hurt them instead.

He deserves everything they will inflict upon him. He betrayed them so he must pay for it.

He’s alright with that, he gives his full permission for the souls to take out their years of pain and misery on him.

For he knows what betrayal feels like. He knew the feeling so much it felt like the back of his hand.

That is the reason why he's even more angry with himself. But...he had no choice. It's like he's excusing himself, but he no longer had a choice the day he took a swing of that damned cup. He was alone.

They surrounded him while murmuring between themselves.

He doesn't know what exactly he was expecting from them.

But them forming a shield around his shattered soul pieces was definitely not it.

Those poor innocent souls who died cruel undeserving deaths because of him. Those women, young and old who he didn't even bat an eye towards. Those lovely, young innocent children who should have lived a long life.

They embraced their murderer with warmth and serenity. Seth could even compare the feeling to Ra’s self-created Sun.

If he could, Seth was sure he would be crying. He can not because he doesn't have a body anymore. He's slowly dissolving into many more tiny pieces. It doesn't hurt and if he was in any right state of mind he would find it suspicious, but not now.

Now. Now he's gonna enjoy this wonderful warmth provided by the ones who should be getting what little revenge they can on him. He melts at the endless serenity provided, he feels a sense of belonging into the arms of soft gold.

He knows he doesn't feel deserving of such warmth. But it has been so long since he has felt so indulged  into the feeling of safety, and dreams of no pain. He can't help but enjoy it.

He knows he doesn't deserve it. Everyone could vouch that he doesn’t deserve it.

Nevertheless, he falls in love with it.

‘Ah, the guilt is eating me alive.’ Seth thought, as he lets himself sink into the wondrous warmth and joy he never felt in years.

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"Precious being.

Pure, sweet, being.

If only we were stronger to protect you.

If only we could help you more against those who desire to hurt you.

The evil serpent has everyone fooled.

Such an evil being, enjoying destroying precious ones' family.

But, let us tell you a tiny secret to make you feel better.