Hurt&Pain/Peace&Love

Siblings Of A Sick One

Ella's POV
October 26, 2016
Huston, TX
Huston High School
8:46 AM

I was just in first block listening to everyone talk about their feelings on the situation. I just wanted to die. Moon is getting more agitated about wanting to see Azah, and of course the only person he can ask about her is me. Mom hasn't been home since she slapped me and I slapped her. I feel like I should just take him up there, because waiting for her to say yes is like waiting for a dog to talk.

"Baby you okay?" Solo asked me.

"Yea I'm just thinking about stuff." I said, and she small smiled and held my hand.

"Come on baby it's time for our next class." She said and we went to our next class.

(Two Hours Later)

We were finally in third block, and I couldn't wait for lunch. I just wanted to go outside, and breathe. I felt like I was suffocating in class, and there was many eyes on me, and I can't take it.

*the bells rings*

"Come on baby let's go. I know you want to." Solo said. I looked up at her and smile, and grab her head and we went outside for lunch.

"Baby I think I'm going to do it." I said.

"Do what baby?" Solo asked me.

"I'm going to tell Moon the truth, and take him to go see Azah. He deserves to know. Mom isn't home, and she hasn't spoken since I asked her when we would tell him, so why should I wait? I shouldn't. After school that's exactly what I'mma do. I'mma tell Moon." I said, and Solo looked at me worried.

"Babe you shouldn't be going against your mom's wishes like that. What if you get in trouble? And you get grounded? And you can't go see her ever again? What then babe?" She asked me, and although those were a possibility of things that could happen I didn't care.

"Although Solo baby you do have a point. I don't care. I saw her, and he has a right to see her too. She's scared, and I'm not. He's more scared than her, so I'm going to make this happen one way or another. He shouldn't be in the dark. The more she's kept hidden from him the more questions he asks about her. Grounded or in trouble. I'll be happy that he knows what's really going on." I said, and even though she understood she still wanted to compromise with me.

"Why don't you talk to your mom?" She asked, and I thought back to that day.

"She wouldn't want to talk to me. Not after I slapped her. She probably wished she beat my ass. I don't want to talk to her either, because she may be my mom, but I was willing to throw hands with her that day." I said, and she hugged me.

"How about you talk to BB at least okay, and then maybe she can talk to your mom. But baby promise me you won't just do it. Everything is already heating up, and we don't need an extra hand stirring the pot. Okay?" She said looking into my eyes, and I nodded my head yes.

"Okay fine you win." I said, and she kissed me on the cheek.

"Good now finish you salad. We don't have much time before we have to go back to class." She said, and we finished lunch and went to our next class.

Author's POV
October 26, 2016
Huston, TX
C&C Officials Clinic Office
12:38 PM

Mrs. C was in her office sleeping. She was worn out from Kelly, and had patients coming in today in two hours. She hasn't been home, and she knows Ella's probably mad, but she didn't care. She's a grown woman, and she felt like she could not come home if she didn't want too, and she knows Moon doesn't want her there. She's always suspected Moon's liked Azah more than her, so their boned hasn't been good for her or sat well with her. She's jealous of her own daughter, but now she doesn't care about anything do to the fact that she now has Michael and Kelly to love on.