𝕗𝕝𝕠𝕣𝕖𝕟𝕔𝕖 𝕡𝕦𝕘𝕙 𝕩 𝕗𝕖𝕞𝕆ℂ
after moving to new york to become a model, ash is quickly shoved into the spotlight. friends are made and romance is never far behind. will a certain british actress catch her eye?
slow burn
𝕤𝕠𝕔𝕚𝕒𝕝 𝕞𝕖�...
It had been over a month since I had last spoken to Flo, the only evidence that we ever spoke in the occasional picture and the apron I bought her appearing in 'Cooking with Flo'. I didn't watch them on her account anymore, knowing fans would see me join if I did. Instead I got the occasional clip on TikTok or a screenshot from Lizzie and Scarlett. I hadn't told anyone that Flo was completely ignoring me and clearly she hadn't either, the other cast members messaging me confused as to why they didn't see me on set or why I always cancelled on group plans. I told everyone, including Bella, Ezra, and Silas that I was throwing myself into finishing my album and music video for 'boyfriend.', which wasn't a complete lie. I had managed to pull together six artists to collaborate with on this new album, all of them excited by the direction I was taking.
I had found the writing process to be rather therapeutic, pouring all of my anger and sadness into my songs. Some of the songs were more about twisting my emotions into power, but they all served a purpose in expressing how I felt. Not just about what happened with Flo, but also moments of prejudice and hate that I had to endure that weren't on my first album. Therapy was also helping, but there was such a feeling of satisfaction when I managed to fully express myself through my lyrics.
Because of how busy I had been, already writing album number two, I hadn't really put much effort into setting up a tour or signing up for Music Festivals. The only performance I had currently said yes to was 'Coachella' as both my PR and management team said I would be stupid not to go. Luckily after confirming, I got a message from Taylor Swift herself letting me know that she would also be there, hopefully performing on the same day.
The music video for 'boyfriend.' had been finished for just over a week now, but I wanted to release it on Valentine's Day. It had been so fun filming it, portraying myself as a derailed woman with sociopathic tendencies, falling in love with a woman and trying to protect her from the world. The entire video was chaos from start to finish, but who doesn't love a powerful female killer?
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