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Peter (Andrew Garfield) x (m/r)

Peter POV

(m/r) has been friends with me since our first years of college. We both see each other at our best and lowest sometimes. So I would think we are really close to each other. But he's way too oblivious to understand my feeling towards him.

His friends were coming over to a party we were going to have. It was a Halloween party so everyone was going to be dressed up. This Halloween (m/r) was dressed in all black he was someone from a band. But he wouldn't tell me who he was, I didn't care that much.

For Halloween I was dressed up as Fin from Adventure Time. Soon (m/r)'s friends came to the house. We all drink a little and have fun playing party games. "Has (m/r) told you yet?"

"Told me what, Tara?" She smiles looking at (m/r) as he shakes his head. "(m/r) used to get into fights he also was in a band." We laugh and then the party goes on and more drinks are getting empty.

"Play the song!" They chant getting louder and louder with smiles. (m/r) sighs then goes on his phone and connects it to the speaker. Music starts blasting and I was surprised (m/r) was usually somewhat calm.

But this music was nothing like calm. "This is good music!" "I know I played the bass for it!" We laugh together and we go upstairs with a fast pace.

"(m/r) I never knew you were like that when you were younger." He smiles nervously at me then at the floor. "Oh no I was just very angry at that time you know. When your at that age, when the only emotion you feel is... rage."

"So why were you so enraged with everything?" He looks at me then at the floor again, he takes a sip of the beer in his hand. "I was very sad and the sadness turned into anger. And I never had any outlet to let my emotions out."

When he says that I nod my head starting to understand some things. He was always careful with everything he said and did. At first I thought he was just doing it because. Now I understand why he did it, so that nothing ever happened to anyone.

"You know I used to be like that when I was in high school. Sometimes I would get into fights but then my uncle Ben died. The fights got worse and so did the injuries." He nods his head and then he sits down on a chair.

"We should stop being sad and party everyone is having fun down there." I smile as I walk out the room with him. When we get down the stairs people were still partying. "Wanna go get some more drinks?"

He smiles as he points to the kitchen and I give him a smile nodding. We get more drinks and then start to party a little more. I walk and sit at a couch listening to the booming music. (m/r) looks at me and smiles as he grabs my hand pulling me off the couch.

    "Let's play a game, let's play cup pong!" I sigh and we walk over to them and we start playing. (m/r) was winning and he drank a lot. I laugh as we play when the game was over he had won.

    Soon people start to leave little by little but quite a few were still there. The music blasting in my ears but I don't mind. (m/r) was sitting next to me, he sat up hearing people leave. He says goodbye to people and then they were all gone now.

"You told me you weren't in any relationships with anyone." "Well, I was in a relationship but then we realized that we were only friends." I nod my head and we sit on the couch both of us drunk or tipsy. "Peter I have something crazy to say and I just want you to listen that's all."

I look at him confused but turn to him to listen to what he was going to say, a little worried. "Peter I really... I'm in love with you." When he says that I jump up, "Wohoo!" but then I sit on the couch realizing what I did. "Sorry, I just got excited... I love you too."

We sit staring into each other's eyes and I smile at him. Then he leans into me a little and I lean in a little confident. Our lips touch and we start to kiss, very softly. When we let go we look at each other.

"I guess we should find more things out about each other." He nods his head with a smile and he puts his head on my shoulder. "Peter, I would love if we did that." Then we fall asleep cuddling together on the couch.

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