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all angst because why not
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Steve POV

"Hey, Eddie I'm sorry about what they said to you." He looks at me and rolls his eyes but smiles stepping closer. "What is Steve Harrington doing here with me the freak?" I look at him and I shake my head getting closer.

"Eddie your not a freak people just don't understand you, They will one day or maybe only a few will." He sighs and walks away but I sigh and grab his wrist. Eddie looks at me and I pull him closer then I look in his eyes.

Then he closes the gap and I feel his warm lips against mine. I gasp but he gently kisses me and then looks at me. "I am so glad I didn't do that, I was way to scared to do that." He smiles at me as I say that and we laugh.

Timeskip

When I find Dustin I smile but then I stop smiling and running. "Where's Eddie Dustin?" He looks down at the floor and I feel myself tear up. Dustin walks and I follow him seeing Eddie losing on the floor.

Then I crouch down to Eddie and I touch his cheek. "He didn't want to run away, I couldn't stop him." Dustin was crying and I hold Eddie rocking back and forth crying. I whisper not knowing if I'm trying to coax them or me.

I stand up and hug Dustin as he cries hugging me. "It's gonna be okay, it's alright I'm here now, Dustin. This is not your fault never think that, it wasn't ever your fault." Soon the others find us and they gasp I grab a bandana.

We start walking back but Johnathan and Dustin stop me from bringing Eddie. When we get out of the Upside Down there were other problems. Max was now in a coma and the Upside Down was now here in a weird way. But the only problem on my mind was that I never got to tell Eddie that I was sorry.

That I still loved him and that even if he didn't love me anymore I would do anything for him. But he's gone now he won't ever come back and I can't do anything about it. "Hey Steve come on let's go!" Robin smiles at me and I smile back and she rubs my back.

We both walk out and we help at the center. There were so many people there, did they loose someone like me. It should've been me and not Eddie if I had been there it would've been different. Maybe if I had told him earlier we would've been together.

I feel a tap and I turn seeing Dustin he was sniffling. "Hey, Dustin come here it's okay." He hugs me and I hug him tightly then I sigh. Soon we leave and I drive Dustin and the others to their home.

When I finish driving them home I start driving to Eddie's place. Then I park and I walk inside walking to his room. I smile looking at his posters and his things. There was flower petals on his wall and I smile looking at them.

The first time I came here I brought flowers and he said he would use them. Then I hear footsteps and I turn around quickly. "Woah hold it there kid, why are you here?" I sigh and look at Eddie's uncle then look at the room.

"Eddie was a friend of mine, but we never really figured everything out." He looks at me and I smile slightly then sighs. "Right, you must be that boy he used to talk about you. At first I thought you were a girl whenever he talked about you.

Before all this happened Eddie wanted to give you something. But he never got the chance so he gave up on giving it to you." Then he hands me 2 bracelet and I look at them closely. Eddie wanted to try something new and made a bracelet.

He taught me how to so I made a bracelet then we made one for each other. When I look at them I smile tearing up and I let a tear fall. But I wipe it quickly and I look back to him. "Thank you, thank you so much" he smiles then leaves.

I smile at it and lay on the bed then I look at the stuff in the room. There was a weed bag that we had for the first time together. When I stand up I look around remembering memories that I loved. Then I saw a broken necklace and my eye brows furrowed.

Some guys had found out about us and they came to him. They bullied him and beat him up when I found him I didn't know what to do. They made me choose and I made the worst choice in the world. I was so stupid and he left me alone after that happened.

When I came to his place he didn't open the door for a while. Then he opened it and he was drunk it was horrible. Eddie and I had a big fight about it and he was right. Maybe if I had listened to him he would be here with me.

He would be cuddling with me in his bed and he would be helping me. But no I am just stupid and I was wrong about everything. Then all of a sudden I see Eddie he smiles looking to me. "Don't cry Steve, it's not your fault you big hairy goofball.

Come here and just hug me!" I smile and hug him tightly making sure he was real. Eddie smiles at me and I smile at him then I kiss him. "I love you, I'm so sorry and I'm proud of you.

You did such a good job!" He smiles wiping my tears and I put my head in his hands. "It's gonna be okay Steve I am always here for you." Eddie kisses me then I smile and I open my eyes again seeing it was a dream.

I keep calm and rub my eyes then at see a bandana on the floor. That was where he was standing maybe it wasn't a dream. Eddie might be alive he's right I should just keep hope. He'll come to me or I will gladly walk to him in the Upside Down or not.

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