It's Not Just A Spice

Taken Again

I ran as fast as I could

I couldn't decide whether I wanted to run to the room, or to the gurney

I ran to the room

I barged in as soon as I got there. I started picking up all of his stuff and trying to find a bag to put it in and then I just sat there and broke down. I slid down the wall and started crying. Not again. This could not be happening for the 2nd time. It was probably all my fault. I just sat there. For minutes crying my eyes out. I didn't know how much of this I could take. I put my hand on my stomach. And then I remembered the other that had happened on this trip. Edward always seems to leave at the most inconvenient times. I heard the door open. Probably those people coming to change everything for the next person. I do not like those people at the moment. "Well this was unexpected" a deep voice said. I still hadn't looked up. "Yea well that's what happens when your boyfriend dies" I said, at this point I was just mad cause i mean why wouldn't i be. The love of my life, is dead. "Wait you were cheating on me? Well at least he's gone now" at this point i looked up. I didn't even now i was dating two people. It was Edward siting on the bed. i looked at him and tilted my head. He mirrored me. I lifted up my right hand, he lifted up his right. He kept mirroring all of my movements. " What i thought you had died?" I said "The mind can make you see some pretty weird things" He said back with a smirk. "And i mean i can die pretty easily. All i have to do is pull this tube out and i'm gone." "Well then don't do it ya smart ass" I said back to him. "To late" he responded. He pulled the tube out from his arm. I didn't even realize he had a tube in his arm or why exactly it made him die. But i could here the beep from the monitor go off.

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"AHHH" I yelled. I had woken up. it was all a dream. We were all still in the car, in the line of people, this was getting really backed up. "you okay there?" Edward said, we were still holding hands, Gage and Emily had turned around at this point too. The whole him dying thing was a dream. I don't even remember passing out. But then again I had also until this point forgotten that we were in a line of cars because there was a missing persons report filled for all of us. "Mason and Maggie got out to go tell them that it's us they are looking for" Emily told us. I just looked out the window and breathed. My heart was still pounding from that dream...... thing. Mason came to our window and told us that we were getting a police escort to the station. So we all swerved around everyone else and drove to the station. This was joyous, my life was basically ending right before my eyes. And on top of that I was getting sick again. I was going to cry. Edward took my hand and looked me square in the face. "It's all going to be okay" he said and kissed the top of my hand. I shouldn't have done this. It is all my fault I know. I want to say sorry to him I just don't know how. But it was his idea. I don't know. I just hope this can all be over and we can go back the way things were. I really miss being home, walking to the park, doing the dumbest things but it was all fine because we were together, I wasn't pregnant, and he wasn't physically hurt. Which then got me wondering, how exactly did he get hurt? I mean I understand that he was in the middle of the street but how and why did he get there? Who did it to him? We never had any idea of any of that for Aly, Ansel, Gabe, or Edward. This was getting really, really weird. I didn't know what to do. I looked at Edward and said "so how exactly did you get hurt? like what happened?" He looked back at me and tried to say something but kept stuttering. "Well..... um..... um I don't really remember. I remember being by the car, and then being in the street, and then showing up at the hospital. I don't really remember anything after I got hit in the head." I looked at him with worried eyes. "Okay. Now tell me what really happened" I said and looked straight at him. "I just told you I don't remember" he said but looked out the car window. The car started moving. They were letting everyone else go but we were headed down to the station. I just sat there for a minute contemplating what to do. And then I took his right hand and put it on my stomach. He looked at me with his blue eyes. They were really pretty at the moment. And I looked at him and smiled. "We are a family now. We have to tell each other things because I love you and I want to marry you and I want this baby to have the best life it possibly could. But if you won't tell me things.. then I can find another person willing to be the father and who will trust me." I said and looked at him. I tried to be really serious but I don't really know how well that worked. And looked at me and smiled. Then he kissed my Belly. "Don't worry, I'll be here for you the whole time. And no more secrets." He said and looked at me. We kissed. It was great. We probably kissed most of the way up to the station. When we got there we walked inside. Everyone was holding hands with their significant other. Besides Natalie and Gabe. Natalie just kind of drug him along.

We walked in the station and there was a line

A big line

A line of parents

And every one of them came and took us away

That's when shit went down