Y/N POV
It's been 2 weeks since I was let out of the hospital. Which would be 3 weeks since the incident and it was fine. I've moved in with Kit and I've never been happier in my life. Kit and I share the same bed and we cuddle on the couch every Thursday night and watch movies.
When he is gone though, we try to keep contact. He texts me every hour to make sure I'm doing fine. I have a new food schedule. Some days, it gets really hard to eat and I don't eat. The doctor said there would be days like that.
For breakfast, I have a small fruit salad. Watermelon, strawberries, raspberries and an apple. Lunch, I have cereal or I skip lunch. Supper, I have whatever Kit makes or has planned. And today, we are having a suprise.
When Kit comes home every evening, I hug him tightly. You know, I feel bad. Because, I feel like I'm being a burden to him. If I ask him about it, he would reasure me that he wanted to take care of me, but I don't think his mental health is great either.
He's really busy and always tired. Since I have nightmares now, he stays up with me. I feel like a child. I haven't harmed myself in any way, so that's good. Somedays the urge is really strong though. Kit and I got into an argument the day I got home, we were both stressed and tired.
We made up quickly though. Today, was a good day. I felt good about eating, I didn't have any negative thoughts, and I slept most of the day. Kit got home early and I got real excited. Until after when he said he was tired and he went to sleep.
I made dinner myself. Just some grilled cheese and tomato soup. I was making it when Kit walked up behind me and hugged me from behind. I could tell he was tired because he was being lovey-dovey. I smiled and turned back at him, who fell asleep on my ahoulder again.
It's not like I hated it or anything because I definetly didn't. I turned back to look at him. He had his face burried in the crook of my neck. I wake him up by lightly tapping his abdomine. He woke up and smiled.
"Sorry, I'm so tired.." He laughed "What are you making? Sorry I couldn't make it for you."
"No, that's alright! You've done so much for me, the least I can do is this." I smiled at him.
After I finish cooking, we eat. I only ate a little bit because I wasn't that hungry, but I'm still getting my portions bigger by the weeks. Afterwards, we just lay in bed, cuddling and sleeping. I was watching television when Kit woke up and sat up.
"Hey, are you okay?" I asked him
"Yeah, I just want to ask you something."
"Ask away. I'm listening."
"Do you want to go to the cinema tomorrow? As like, a date?"
"A proper date proposal? I accept it."
"Good. I'm really proud of you, you know that? I am so happy that you got through this, your my best friend and I don't know how I would have kept going without you."
"You would just live your life! I'm not anyone to just sit around a sulk over. If I didn't make it, Kit.."
"Let's not talk about the inevitable. I know that you are strong. You would have pulled though no matter what."
The rest of the night, we slept soundly. The best sleep both of us had in a very long time. Now that we were actually together, I can finally tell him what I've wanted to tell him for so long.
Okay, what does Y/N have to say to Kit?? Keep reading to find out, new chapter soon!
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