𝖧𝖾'𝗌 𝗆𝗂𝗇𝖾<3 𝖪𝗂𝗍 𝖢𝗈𝗇𝗇𝗈𝗋 𝗑 ᶠᵉᵐ! ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ

part 12

KIT POV

When I get home, I walk into the bathroom. I feel terrible for breaking up with y/n, but I had to. I can't handle a long distance relationship, and I doubt y/n can either. I still love her- and I think she still loves me, but i can do it. We'll still communicate, but nothing else, probably flirt a little-- if she even does want to talk to me. I love her from the bottom of my heart.

Y/N POV

I was thinking, then I realized that I could've just stayed at his house since he wouldn't be there. I'm not smart, and I never said I was. I was laying on my couch in front of the television, rugby was on, but I turned it off because it reminded me of Nick Nelson, which reminds me of Kit. I was going through my camera roll for my annual clean-out. I deleted every picture of me and Kit, William, and everyone else. I want to leave this life behind me.

Nothing will get better. I finally accepted it after a little while, although I don't exactly want to, I have to. I decided to actually work on myself and my mental health, because things need to get better. For me, for kit, everyone. I stood up to go get dressed. It's still pretty early, and the gym is open, so i'm just going to get a membership.

I changed into a hoodie and leggings. I was going through my stuff when I realized that I ended up grabbing one of Kit's hoodies instead of mine. A grey one with an orange string. I'll return it on my way to the gym. I thought as I grabbed my phone and keys, then left. When I made it to his house, I ended up contemplating on whether or not I should even talk to him. I still ended up knocking, and when he opened it, I began to regret it because I could see his eyes red and puffy, and in the background I saw Ally and Nilly.

I cleared my throat a few moments are realizing what was going on, "Sorry to bother you, Kit... I uh, was going through my stuff and I found this, I thought you might want it back." I handed him the hoodie, he just stared at it for a second and sniffled his nose. I could tell he was resisting tears, so I nodded. "If you have a problem, you know you can call me anytime. We are still friends after all, Kit." I patted his shoulder, and walked away, but just as I started walking, my phone started to ring.

I answered it without looking at the name. "I have a problem." Is all I heard. I looked back and saw Kit still standing, but his door is closed. He was standing on his porch, phone in hand, and tears running down his face, not showing that they'll stop anytime soon. I hung up, and walked back over to him. He pulled me into a hug really quickly and tightly. "Please don't cry. You'll make me cry." I managed to laugh out, and I could hear him chuckle a little too. We just stood there, saying nothing, and swaying side to side slowly.

"Y/N. I'm sorry about breaking up with you on such short notice and-" I Stopped him, "It's fine. It's all in the past now. We don't have to worry. At least we're still friends." I said, my voice was about to crack, but I stopped talking. One more word, and i'll be crying just like he was moments ago. "Just don't forget about me." I pulled away from him, and smiled. He nodded, "I could never." He smiled, and I began to walk away again.

I wiped my eyes, and opened up my phone. William was calling me.

William                                                             Y/N

"Hey, I heard about everything.
How are you holding up?

I'm fine. Thanks for checking
in.

Well, where are you heading?

The gym, why?

I just wanted to make sure your safe.
if anyone messes with you, call me.

Alright, Bye Will."

I hung up and continued on my journey towards the gym.

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