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"C'mon PLEASEEEEE?? JUST THIS ONCEEEE?" I shake my head at the girl. I look down to see her pink glistening eyes filled with hope and determination. Only, they were glistening.. With tears?? "O-Okay okay i'm sorry! We can be friends geez, you're so dramatic." I hear her giggle. I've never met someone THAT desperate to be friends. It's almost kinda sympathetic. I mean I imagine that the only reason they came to me is because everyone rejected them first.
"So hey! What's you're phone number?" "Eh? Why?" "Well, we're friends of course. And what kind of friends would we be if we didn't talk outside of school?" She is really pushing her luck. I deadpanned. "why are you trying so hard?" "Why not?". "Fine here, whatever." I throw my phone. I see her immediately trying to catch it. "Sheesh! Do you have no respect at all for your belongings?" She panicked. I chuckle. I see her enter her phone number. "There you go! Now you can just text me whenever you feel like it!" "Yeah, not gonna happen." I saw her pout as i shove past her into the classroom. This is the last class before dismissal and I am not wasting my precious music time for some random girl. I put in my earbud and put my sleeve up to my cheek, attempting to hide it incase the teacher sees it. I scroll through my spotify playlist and pick a song that I like. I turn to the window to space out.
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"Y/nnnn.. Y/n. y/n! Y/N!!" "W-GAH" I wake up out of my thoughts to a certain pinkette girl glaring at me. She puts her hands on her desk as if to symbolize writing. I just shrug. She gets up closer to me and snatches my earbud. "H-Hey!" "Didn't you hear? Mr. Vadwell is assigned a project. WITH PARTNERS!! And we have homework. DId you get the homework?" "I didn't get any of it-" She sighed. "Here, I wrote all the answers down for you. Just make sure to give it back to me by tomorrow." I push it back to her. "Uhh no thanks, I don't need your petty help." "Just take it will you!" She shoved the papers into my hand. I rolled my eyes as the bell rang. "Okay, My dad's picking me up, so I have to go. Text me, ya?" She yells across the room. I sigh. I put the papers she gave me in my backpack. As I step outside the classroom I hear a certain teacher's voice. "You're really lucky to have her, no?" I roll my eyes. "For the last time, I don't even want her near me! This is all your doing!
If you hadn't sat that brat next to me I wouldn't have to deal with her constantly trying to be my friend." "Then I'm glad I did that." I roll my eyes and sigh as I walk out of the classroom to the bus stop. I pick a song from my spotify playlist once again and have a seat inside the bus. I lean my head back and close my eyes, letting the music overflow my thoughts and worries of going back home again. "Uh excuse me?" I mentally sigh and pause my music, looking at the couple beside me. "Can we-" "No." They walk away, giving me a dirty glance. What? I'm not obligated to give you guys a seat. I glance at my phone. I open my messages and see my old best friend. I can't believe its been a year since we last talked. I Exit the messages to see a certain contact i wasn't familiar with. Is this? Should i? My thumb hesitated over the contact. I sigh and put my phone down. Staring outside the window again.
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I arrive home, taking my shoes off. I rush upstairs to my room, desperate to avoid my parents. I don't have time for their nonsense now. I throw my backpack onto the floor. I open my laptop. Should I binge watch another anime? Read another wattpad? It's already 5 pm. My bus is always so dang late. I'm sure a little nap wouldn't hurt. I'm exhausted. All I want to do is close my eyes and disappear out of existence. I set an alarm for 8:30 pm on my phone, I put it on the charger on my desk and plop onto my bed. Thoughts rushing in my head. I lay my head back onto the pillow and close my eyes, trying to drift into a deep slumber. This time I hope to never wake up.
-RING RING RING- Is the sound i devastated to hear. I sat up, rubbing my eyes. I got up slowly walking to my phone to shut the alarm off, only to regret it. Sounds of my parents arguing filled the house. I shivered. I grab my phone off the charger and sit back down onto my bed. I lean on my side with my knees up to my chest. Guess ill just watch coryxkenshin to take my mind off it. I put on my earbuds, only to hear glass shattering. Wet liquid begins to stream down my cheeks. I hate this life. I hate myself. Did i cause this? I wasn't ment to be born. I'm the reason for all their suffering. I should just end it. What am i still doing here? Theres not a person in the world who cares about me right now. They wouldn't even notice im gone. I hear another glass shatter. I cover my ears. I need to tell someone. Im scared. I don't know what to do. I place the phone down. I run downstairs only to see my dad throwing things at my mom. "MOM??" She pushes me aside. She pushes me harder and i just slowly go up the stairs. I sat by my bed on my phone, glasses shattering, tables flipping. More tears begin to fall onto the screen. It clicked on a message. Emu's contact. I don't know what to do. I'm scared. I have to tell someone.
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Emu. I'm scared. Help me please.
My parents are fighting downstairs, Rougher than before. I don't know what to do.
