𝑶𝑵𝑬 𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑬 𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑺𝑶𝑵.

𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌 𝑰 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖.

                                                                    ✩

I can't help but feel down about the last chapter.

I really made her worried. I should have never done that. What was I thinking? No. It was her fault for trying to be my friend. She knew something was wrong with me. She knew I was going through things. What did she expect? For me to just keep suffering through them each day of my life? No. Its not selfish for wanting  to end yourself. Heck  she's the selfish one for ruining everything and all the courage i've been building up for that mo-

VVVvvvVVVVvv~!

I scoot toward my phone. 

         Emu✩✧
  (     ) You up?"

I sigh, opening the text.

– Yeah.. Sadly. Why are you up?

                                                                                  
                      Idk, just bored.   
                       wanna have lunch 
with me tomorrow?
Stay by me all of
tomorrow okay!

I scoff. Putting down my phone. I can handle myself. I know how to fight. I just choose not to.
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I sigh as I pick up my backpack and head towards school.

"You didn't answer my texts last night!!" I heard a voice behind me. "Heyyyy- hello? I'm talking to you!" She pouted. She walked in front of me, stopping me from walking forward. "M-Move, we're gonna miss the bus."

As we step onto the bus, I can't help but feel bad for her. She tries so hard. Why doesn't she just give up already?

S̶h̶e̶'̶s̶ ̶a̶c̶t̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶l̶i̶k̶e̶ ̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶w̶h̶o̶l̶e̶ ̶l̶i̶f̶e̶ ̶d̶e̶p̶e̶n̶d̶s̶ ̶o̶n̶ ̶m̶a̶k̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶m̶e̶ ̶h̶a̶p̶p̶y̶.̶

"Look! I made us lunch!" She exclaims, holding up a pink bento with dogs and rainbows. "Right.." I push it down out of my face. "You're eating lunch with me today!" The bus stops. "H-Hey!" "Whether you like it or not!" She yells, gripping harder on my wrist. "And I don't have tutoring today, so you are GOING to class with me." I sulk. "Please no, anything but that"

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"Here! Helloo? Just take it!" I sigh as I take the pink bento. Eh? She had another one? WHy give me the girliest one- "Open it already!" "Okay okay." I say annoyed. I open the box to see 3 pink mochis, ramen and a side of shrimp, all organized in a straight line. "I tried really hard on your bento!" I look up at her eyes. "Thanks." She nods.

"You know, you really shouldn't have, I can take care of myself, eat myself, and everything else." "Oh god here it comes. I know, but I wanted to! You're my friend Y/n! And it makes me so happy when you smile!!" I cover my mouth. Light pink hues tint my cheek. "Well? Are you gonna eat it?" "Oh. uh, yeah. Can't let all this food go to waste." I hear her giggle.