My Diary and The Bad Boy

Chapter 25

Zach's P.O.V.

The car ride was silent and by silent I mean filled with Daisy's singing voice. She doesn't sing great like Brenda but I can get past that.

Once we arrived at the mall, I barely had time to get out the car because Daisy dragged me into the mall. She reminded me of a little kid at an amusement park. Her hand was really soft though, well softer than Brenda's. Why do I keep comparing everything to Brenda, I don't even like her... that much.

Daisy said she needed help looking for a dress for her party. She invited everyone in the school but Brenda. I can't tell Brenda though because she would want me to stay home but Daisy throws the best parties. I can't miss it, it is going to be the best party of the year.

We went into this dress store, I don't know the name of it. I hate shopping but I did it for Daisy.

Daisy and I have been best friends forever. Our parents were friends so we had play dates when we were younger. Daisy was actually my first kiss and crush. I think I loved her but she didn't feel the same.

She found a couple dresses and then went to try them on in the dressing room. I took a seat outside of the dressing rooms. I went on my phone and decided to text someone. I saw 'Conner my Buddy' in my contacts. I haven't talked to him in forever. He doesn't even go to our school anymore. He moved to Texas, I think. I sent him 'hey' and then I heard someone clear their throat. It was Daisy.

Daisy was standing in a red dress. It was strapless, of course. It was fitted at top and was loose at the bottom. There was a thick sliver line of jewels, that made it look like there was a belt. She looked great but the dress doesn't seem like it's for Daisy.

I shook my head no to it and then she went back into the changing room. I went back to my phone and Conner replied with "Hey. How have you been? And are you dating someone because I saw a picture of you and a girl on Instagram. She is hot by the way."

I replied back with, "I'm good, hbu? I am dating her, we'll sort of. Long story. Right now I'm at the dress shop with Daisy, my old best friend."

Daisy was already standing in front of me. She was now wearing a dress that was multicolored. It was a light orange and pink. The dress was strapless too and there were silver jewels in the middle like the other. Also it was fitting at the top and flared out at the bottom, it was mid thigh, basically the same thing as the other dress just a different color.

I shook my head to this one too because it didn't seem like it was for her either. She went back into the changing room.

"What do you mean sort of? Are you dating Daisy too? Two girls at once, that's not good bro. Are you like planning on breaking up with the hot one? If you are, I'm single," Conner replied.

"No, I am not cheating on her. I am not planning on breaking up with her. Daisy and I aren't a thing, she made that pretty clear when we were younger. And by the way her name is Brenda. You haven't even met her yet and probably never will. And you moved. You will probably be single for a while bro," I sent the text and then I heard Daisy call me.

I got up from the chair and put my phone in my right pocket. I walked over to the dressing rooms and found the one she was in because her jeans were on the floor. I knocked on the door, and she opened and pulled me in.

"Can you help me zip this up?" she asked in an adorable voice, how could I say no.

I put my hands on the dress to zip it up. I saw the top of her underwear because she didn't get up far enough. While I zipped up her dress, my finger slip across her back. Her back was really soft. I really miss her, I miss us, our friendship, her lips. I miss everything about her, she is perfect. Well Brenda is more perfect.

The dress Daisy now has on was white. The bottom layer was a complete white and simple dress and then the top layer is lace. The dress was fitting. She looks stunning and this dress seems more like her. She looked at me and I looked at her.

When our eyes met, I felt us scooting in close to each other. I looked at her lips and then back at her eyes. We started to scoot in close, I saw her eyes close, mine started to but then I stopped.

I hurried out of the dressing room as quietly as I could and then ran out of the store. Soon enough I was in the mall parking lot. I left Daisy in the dressing room alone and thinking that she was going to get a kiss from me. I wanted to kiss her, I really did but I knew it was wrong.

I ran to school, yes school. I couldn't run home because I knew Brenda wouldn't be there. I ran to the school without stopping. How could I hurt her again without her even knowing? I am such a screw up.

Brenda deserves someone better than me. I am just a player who gets all the girls he wants. Brenda is sweet and deserves someone like herself. I probably deserve Daisy because she isn't that great of a person but she is hot.

Why do I keep thinking these things? I like Brenda not Daisy. I don't know why everything is confusing all of a sudden. Ugh!

When I got to school, I checked the time and it was 2:15, school gets out in 15 minutes which means Brenda is in last hour. I hurried to the gym and tried to find her.

I think the girls were already changing though. I didn't wait, I could lose her, even if she didn't know. Why am I so worried?

I ran into the girls locker room and looked for Brenda. There she was standing in her bra and gray sweatpants. She looked and really confused. Damn, she had an amazing body figure. Focus Zach.

"I'm sorry Brenda, I'm sorry for everything that happened today. I didn't mean to do it and I'm glad I didn't. I knew it was wrong so that is why I didn't do it. So if you forgave me that would be wonderful," I said really fast and when I was finished let out a slow breath.

"What are you talking about? You didn't do anything wrong," she said. Oh yeah I forgot to tell her.

"I'll tell you once we get to the house then," I said while looking around seeing that half of girls were staring at me like why are you in here and the others were like Zach is the locker room!

When Brenda was done getting dressed, we headed back to the house. I told her everything she didn't seem mad. I think she understands that I mess up a lot but wouldn't she have dumped me by now. Why am I so worried about her dumping me.

"You know that if you really liked Brenda, you wouldn't have feelings for Daisy. Right? I think you like Daisy more than you like Brenda. In my opinion Brenda seems like way better person on the inside. She seems like a keeper. Don't let her go or I'll go for her myself," I read the text from Conner. I totally forgot that I was texting Conner at the mall. So many things are happening so fast. Maybe Conner was right.

Do I really do like Brenda?

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A/N: Another chapter. Hoped you enjoyed it. I just felt like a good person and wanted to update again. What did you think of it? What do you think will happen with Brenda and Zach? Will Conner ever meet Brenda? Which team are you on? Team Zach and Brenda or Team Zach and Daisy?

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One more thing the picture is of the dress that Daisy got.

Blankets and pillows,

-Adriana💜