My Diary and The Bad Boy

Chapter 31

Zach's P.O.V.

I was holding my face right now, blood was coming from my nose. Why did Conner punch me? I though we were buddies. Wait, when he first saw Brenda, he thought she was beautiful. So this whole freaking time Conner liked Brenda. I thought it was bros before hoes but I guess not. Conner and I were best buddies but not anymore.

I really didn't feel bad when Brenda left crying, I mean my heart hurt for a second but that was it. I can't really be mad at what I did. Daisy is hot while Brenda is just pretty. Daisy is popular while Brenda is a nerd. Daisy is nice while Brenda is a stubborn bitch. We all know it too. Brenda only cares about herself and she became too possessive over me. Why did I even go out with her? She is so ugly. Daisy is real love of my life unlike Brenda. I mean I said I loved her, but I really didn't mean it.

Brenda needs to grow up and stop acting surprised. Life isn't just rainbows and unicorns. Life is tuff, you have to expect the unexpected. I knew that we weren't going to last I just didn't want to break up with her. I wanted her to figure for herself that I was done with her.

Brenda's P.O.V.

I heard the door open and someone took the pair of scissors from my hand. I looked up to find Conner. He picked me up like a baby, and as if I weighed nothing. He sat on my bed with me still in his arms. I buried my face into his chest, I just needed comfort from someone.

Tears just kept coming from my eyes, it wouldn't stop. Conner isn't really that bad of a person. He was actually there when I needed him. I didn't tell him to be there he was just there. I didn't mean to drag him into this mess, but it actually isn't my fault.

Conner wrapped his arms around me. I didn't know what to do or say. But right now no words really needed to be said because there was nothing to say. I finally decided that I needed to tell someone what had happened, what that phone call was about. I climbed out of Conner's lap and sat cross cross on my bed. I wiped the tears from my cheeks and told Conner the story.

"I'm sorry Brenda," he said.

"Why none of this is your fault. This is my fault," was my reply.

"No, don't blame yourself."

"If I went with them to New York, they probably wouldn't have been in that car at the time. it would have been someone else, not my parents. Out of all the people in the world it was my parents. I am so stupid, stupid for believing that Zach loved me and for not going with my parents."

"You don't know that, they still could've been hit even if you were with them. Plus they are in a better place. And Zach is stupid for not seeing how wonderful you are. Also you didn't deserve this, well no one does but you are so nice and a great person."

"Thanks."

"You should probably get some sleep."

"Ok."

Conner kissed my forehead and left the room. I turned my lights off and got into my bed. I covered myself up with my blankets and felt myself soon drift into a deep sleep.

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6 months later

Conner told me to meet him at a restaurant. Yes, Conner and I are still talking after everything that happened. Actually he is loving with me now. we burned all of Zach's things that he didn't come pick up. I know that was mean but what he did to me was unacceptable.

Once I arrived at the restaurant, I parked my car and went inside. It was a little small diner that was five blocks away from my house. I know what you are thinking, why didn't I walk? Well it is really hot out today and I don't want to arrive at diner all hot, red, and sweaty.

When I got inside, I spotted Conner right away. He flashed me a smile of his bright white teeth. I went over and sat by him.

"Well good morning," he said to me.

"It's 12:05," I say.

"Well good afternoon."

"Good afternoon. Why did you tell me to come here?"

"Well I kind of had to ask you something."

"And what would that be?"

"I can't tell you just yet. After we eat because I am starving."

"Didn't you just eat at the house a hour ago?"

"Yeah but I am a growing boy."

"I am pretty sure you stopped growing."

"No."

I just laughed. We ordered our food. While we were waiting, we just about a lot. It was just two friends talking. When our food came, we started to eat. I got pancaked because I was craving them and Conner got a sandwich. That makes no sense, he could have just made one at home.

Once Conner paid for the bill, we walked outside. We got in our separate cars and I followed him to a place he was taking me to. We ended up in the parking lot for Skyzone. This is going to be so fun, I have always wanted to go here.

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While we were jumping, I remembered that Conner wanted to ask me. I wonder what it is.

"Conner what did oh want to ask me earlier?" I said to him still jumping.

"Oh, I wanted to know if you would go out with me?" He asked.

"Yes!" I screamed.

I know it seems weird that I said yes to Conner but I actually do like him. I have like him for like three months. I still think that I love Zach. I probably will always love Zach but it will get smaller over time. Zach was in the past, I need to think about my future.

I start college in three months. I can't wait. I am going to go to a music school or something like that. Conner has two years left of college. We will be far apart, but we still talk to each other.

So you see things bad happen. All you need to do is wait and someone will help you through that time. All you have to do is have hope. Don't give up. I was so close to ending my life, but if I would have ended my life I would have never dated Conner. What if me and Conner do have a future together? That would actually be pretty great. As I said just have hope and don't give up.

Out of no where Conner kissed me. While we were kissing I smiled a little. I have a good feeling about this.

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A/N: This is the end of the book. I want to thank all of you for commenting and voting for my story. I really appreciate it. I love each and everyone of you guys. Thank you again. I hope you enjoyed the book. Also I'm sorry for the late update.

-Adriana💜