My Diary and The Bad Boy

Chapter 29

Conner's P.O.V.

Right after Zach told Brenda he did with Daisy, Brenda said ok and left.On the outside you couldn't tell that she was upset, but I knew she was upset on the inside.

Brenda went outside and sat on the stairs. I felt bad or her, but I can't go out there and flak to her because that is what Zach and her have to do, talk. I can't just jump into the middle of their conversation and relationship.

I saw Zach go downstairs and sit next to Brenda on the stairs. I could tell it was a bit awkward for them. Then I finally saw Zach's mouth move, I am just not sure if he said anything.

Brenda's P.O.V.

I wasn't really mad at him, he did tell the truth. I am disappointed, I thought Zach loved me. I am pretty sure he doesn't love me because he did it with Daisy. I am pretty sure if you love somebody you don't do it. Maybe Daisy forced him, maybe she raped him. No she wouldn't have done that and he wouldn't have let that happen.

A moment later I felt someone sitting next to me. I was kind of hoping it was Conner but it was Zach. I wanted it to be Conner because he is easier to talk to and he understands me. We say there in silence for a few moments.

"I am really sorry Brenda," he said sounding a little sad.

"I am fine. Can we just not talk about?" I asked really not wanting to know that he and Daisy.. you get the point.

"Yeah sure whatever you like," he sounding unsure of himself.

I got up and went back inside. I went to my room and just laid on my bed. Why does my life at to me like this? I am the one who always gets cheated on. Why is that? Can my story just have a happy ending? I doubt it because I am not some princess.

I went on my laptop and went on Facebook, I have nothing else to do. I had 106 notifications and 2 messages. One message was from Bella and the other message was from Daisy... I wonder what she has to say. I opened Bella's message first, it read:

Hey girl you want to hang out today.

She had sent that a hour ago. I told her not today, I want feeling very well. Once I finished typing, I pressed send. Then I went to open up Daisy's message, it read:

Hope you like your cheating boyfriend. He always wanted me and he still does. So let me just say good luck.

I just ignored the message from Daisy. I was going to be the bigger person and not keep his fight going. I wanted to say something back to her so bad, but my will power stopped me. I didn't need to stoop down to her level anyway.

Daisy is a person that is probably never going to change. She is always going to want attention. She is going to be on of the prettiest and richest people in the world. She is going to be a stubborn bitch, excuse my language but there aren't really good words to describe her.

What is she trying to do with Zach? Is trying to hook up with him? Well obviously. The thing is why? She had her chance. I am pretty sure Zach liked her and he may still do. I think he does, which means he doesn't love me anymore. I kind of hope he still does. I may sound desperate but he is the best thing that has come in my life, he was there for me when my parents were in the hospital. By the way they still are. He was by my side.

I wonder what Zach is doing now. The house has been really quite for a while now. Conner is probably asleep, maybe the same for Zach. I walked in the hallway and opened Zach's bedroom door to see if he was in there, he wasn't. I went downstairs and saw Conner on his phone eating pretzels.

He was pretty into his phone because I stood there for like two minutes before he looked up. He smiled at me, it was a really smile not a smirk. I don't see how Zach and him our friends, they are complete opposites. Conner is sweet and smart while Zach has his jerk moments and U.S. really sexy. Wait did I just say that out loud? No.. phew.

"You can close your mouth now. I know I have a really attractive body but you have a boyfriend and you probably don't want to catch bugs in your mouth," he said with a smirk.

I spoke too soon. Now I see why Conner and Zach are friends, they both have really high egos. The thing is they can both be really sweet guys too though. Do all "bad boys" have sweet sides? Maybe.

"Hello are you done daydreaming about my hot body," he said smirking again. How many times do these guys smirk a day?! It gets really annoying after a while.

"I-I wasn't d-dreaming about your h-hot body," I say sounding like an idiot.

"Sue you weren't," he said smirking again!

"Do you know where Zach went?" I asked.

"I have no clue," Conner said but I had a feeling he knew exactly where Zach was and just wasn't telling me. I just nodded my head though because Zach could have been at the store getting dinner or down thing because we have nothing to eat here.

I decide to go to my room and listen to music. I started to dance around the room like an idiot. I was also singing bad, on purpose of course. When I got tired and went on my phone, I saw that it was 6 o'clock. Zach was gone for over an hour already. I was starting to get worried.

Why do the girls always have to be worried for the guy? Where did Zach disappear to anyways? Maybe Conner will know. Conner probably does know and won't tell me.

Another half hour passed and Zach's still wasn't home. I waited one more hour, no sign of Zach anywhere.

I went back down stairs by Conner to ask where Zach was. When I got down stairs, I saw Conner sleeping on the couch. I took my phone out of my pocket and took some selfies with sleeping Conner. The pictures actually came out pretty cute.

I put my mouth my Conners ear and then screamed really loud. It must have really scared him because his eyes shot open and then he fell in the floor. He groaned in pain while I was in pain for laughing.

Conner saw me and gave me that I'm-going-to-kill- you look. This just made me laugh even more. Before we knew it, we were both on the floor laughing. Once we calmed down, I asked the question.

"Where's Zach?" I asked.

"I don't know," he said not looking me star straight in the eye.

"Look me in the eye and tell me that," I said to him. He looked at me and the said it but he still wasn't looking me in the eye, so he is probably lying. I tried to make him tell me but he wouldn't. Time for Plan B.

I walked outside and walked into the street. I stood in the middle of the street and Conner followed me and stayed on the sidewalk, staring at me. He looked confused at first but then he got my plan.

"Are you trying to commit suicide?" he asked me like I was crazy.

"No I'm just not moving until you tell me where Zach is," I stated crossing my arms and still standing in the middle of the street.

A car came by but it stopped right in front of me. The person started to honk the horn, but I wasn't moving until Conner told me where Zach was. Conner told me to move but I wasn't going to listen.

Now there were five cars honking at me. Conner was literally yelling at me to get out of the street. He dis lily gave up though and told me Zach was at his friends Jared's house. He gave me the address and I drive there, right away.

What was Zach doing there? Why didn't he tell me? Now I sound like really obsessive girlfriend. Do I sound like that? Nah.