My Diary and The Bad Boy

Chapter 26

Zach's P.O.V.

I didn't bother replying to Conner, he was probably already asleep. This boy goes to sleep really early like at 9. He is strange to me but that is why we are best friends.

Conner did have a point about if I really liked Brenda I wouldn't have feelings for Daisy. This is kind of true, I have always had feelings for Daisy and then I saw Brenda and thought she was attractive, not hot.

I don't know what to do because I love Brenda but I like Daisy. But is it really love if I like someone else? This is confusing me so much. Why does Conner have to be smart and right?

I decided to go to sleep or at least try since I don't know what to do. The real question is who do I pick?

I feel like it is going to be a long night.

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Brenda's P.O.V.

I laid in my bed staring at the ceiling. I don't know what Zach was talking about earlier but once he told me, I was a little mad but not much because at least he told me. What he didn't tell me was why he went dress shopping with Daisy in the first place? And why he pretended he was sick, he could have just told me. Well no he couldn't have, I would have went off on him, but we are in a relationship now we need to be able to communicate. Why is this so hard?

What do you mean?

I mean what is Zach chooses Daisy over me?

What do you mean what if, of course e is going to choose her over you. Look at yourself, you're way uglier than her.

What?! Who are you?

I'm you.

What?

You're talking to yourself

I don't think this is normal.

Of course it's not, you're you. When are you ever normal?

True. But why are you being so rude to me, saying I'm ugly and Zach will choose Daisy over me?

Because deep down you know it's true...

I don't think it is healthy to have a conversation with yourself. I may just be really tired though. Yeah I am just going to use that as my excuse.

I sat there on my bed, still in the clothes I wore to school. It is now 10:30 pm. I am not tired, well I am but I just can't got to sleep. Why did Zach have to do that? I laid there for a little longer.

I finally got off my bed and got dressed. I put on yoga pants and a baggy hoodie. I fixed my messy bun and then put the hood over. I looked at my reflection in the mirror, my head was right Zach would choose Daisy over me any day.

I walked downstairs quietly, grabbed my keys and then walked out the front door. It was raining so I'm glad I put my hood up. I locked the door and then started to walk.

You are probably asking why didn't I take the car. One because Zach may hear it and wonder where I am going. Two he will know that I'm gone and right now I kind of just want to be alone. Not completely alone though, I need a friend.

Once I got to their house, I texted them to come outside. Bella didn't answer but Cody did. Bella was probably in a deep sleep and her phone may be dead or she is just a really heavy sleeper. I saw Cody move the curtains open so he could see me. Then he closed, he was probably getting dressed. I waited for about five minutes but then he came outside.

I walked over to him and gave him a hug. I haven't seen him in a while. I didn't see him at school today. I actually did miss him. I mean he still is my friend.

"Hey, I haven't seen you in forever. I think you actually grew," he said putting his hand above my head.

"Hey that's not funny," I whined back considering that he is about 6'2 and I am 5'3 we are almost a whole foot apart.

His reply was just a chuckle. Why did he have to make fun of me? I mean it's not my fault I'm short. I then started laugh a little myself, because when Cody laughs, it's contagious.

We just started to walk after that. We were just taking and walking. We weren't even paying attention to where we were going but we somehow ended up at the park. Why did we come to the park when it was still raining outside? I have no idea.

We went to the swings and just sat there, we didn't care if we sat on wet swings because we were already soaking wet.

Cody got off his swing and started to push me. I started going really high. Then I jumped off the swing. When I got up fully, I pushed Cody and the started to run away from him. I ran on the playground equipment. He ran really fast.

I jumped off the equipment and went running on the grass. I forced my legs to go faster than usual, but since I'm short that didn't happen. I kept running but Cody ended up catching me.

We both fell on the ground, him on top off me. He put his arms on each side of me and was holding his weight up off of me. I just smiled at him.

"I could totally kiss you right now," he said staring into my eyes.

"What?" I asked.

"I said I could totally kiss you right not but, I'm not going to because I know that would wrong especially since you have a great boyfriend," he said.

"Oh. Thank you," I said.

"Thank me for what?"

"You didn't kiss me."

"Oh."

I was actually shocked when he said he wanted to kiss me. I didn't think he was actually attracted to me. He seemed like a player. Cody is a really sweet kid but no one could be Zach. I know he made his mistakes in the past but I can't imagine my life without him in it.

Cody got up and then helped me up. We decided to head back to our homes. We walked to his house first since his was the closest. We talked like none of the kissing thing happened. I am glad that things won't be awkward in between us.

Once we reached his house, I gave him a hug and headed home. The sun was coming up, it was probably 5:30 or 6 o'clock. I wasn't even tired but I will be through out the day.

I was in deep thought and didn't even notice I was home until I was standing in front of it. There was a car in front of the house and it wasn't mine or Zach's. It didn't look familiar at all. It wasn't Daisy for sure.

I opened the front door and called Zach's name, he didn't answer. I called him, still no answer. I walked upstairs. I heard voices in his room, one was Zach and I don't know about the other person. Zach was having a conversation with the person.

I opened the door and there stood Zach and...

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A/N: Cliffhanger. I updated! I want to thank everyone who is reading, voting and commenting on this story. I live each and everyone of you. You guys are amazing. I am sorry I didn't update sooner and you guys had to wait a little longer than usual. The original chapter was longer but it got deleted so yeah. Thanks again.

-Adriana💜