Loca, Spider Monkey

36. First Time (Alec Volturi x F!Reader)

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Alec wanted you to himself today.
He wanted you by his side the whole time. Yet somehow it wasn't enough for him.
One kiss turned into many, each one leaving you breathless. His hands were holding your face as he made sure the two of you were pressed together. Your hands were in his waist, squeezing the bunched up fabric of his shirt in your hands.
Suddenly Alec broke the kiss, leaning into your ear. "We have to stop." He said quietly. "I...If we go any further I will cross a line."

Making out had happened before.
However, Alec knew you had a line.
Sex was very new to you. You'd never crossed that line with anyone and Alec was more than respectful of that line.
"We need to stop." He nodded, looking into your eyes. Alec knew you felt guilty at times, like you were leading him on. Although he never let you entertain the idea. However things were different in that moment.
"I...I don't want to." You whispered.
Alec looked surprised, pulling back slightly but still hovering over you. "You want to keep going?" He whispered in disbelief and you nodded. "We shouldn't. We should wait until you have a clear mind to make that decision."
You locked your arms around Alec's waist. "Please." You whispered. "I- I really want to. I'm ready." Alec's eyes inspected you again, searching yours for doubt. "You're certain?" He asked again.
You nodded.
Alec took an unneeded breath. "Anytime you want to stop or are uncomfortable, you tell me. Understand?" You nodded.
"Promise me." Alec said firmly.
You swallowed hard. "I promise." You whispered.

Something within Alec clicked, immediately kissing you, much harder than the previous kisses.
"I haven't done this before." You said quietly between kisses as much as he would allow. "What if I'm not good enough?" You added.
Alec kissed his way down your neck, his hands finding yours. He interlocked your fingers on each side before pressing them into the bed in either side of your head. "Don't worry." You heard him whisper before you inhaled sharply, feeling his tongue press against the skin he had trapped between his lips. "I don't think that's possible for you." You felt him smirk against your neck before planting another kiss.

He moved back to your lips as you sighed, weaving your fingers into his hair.
He groaned slightly as you tugged. Before pressing you further into the bed.
"Are you okay?" Alec asked, looking between you and your lips. You nodded, this time kissing him for reassurance. Alec was quick to chase you lips, giving you a soft kiss before sitting up, completely straddling you. He smiled softly at you as he unbuttoned his jacket. Your hands moved to his knees, lightly tracing patters and maintaining eye contact. Although your nerves were still visible. Alec threw his jacket across the room before reaching to the buttons of his shirt. You quickly stopped him. He paused searching your eyes for doubt. He found none. Alec smirked slightly. "Can you reach?" He teased.
You smiled at him as he dropped his hands. You began working on the buttons, fingers trembling. Yet Alec seemed to be patient for you. Even leaning forward for the top buttons and straightening up as you made your way down. Once his shirt was gone as well as his crest, now on the bedside he looked down at you, with a hunger in his eyes. "Is it your turn, sweet-face?" You hummed as though considering it.

Instead you sat up pulling Alec towards you by the neck. He gasped as his head rolled back and eyes fluttered in pleasure, feeling the movement of your lips against his throat. His hand moving into your hair and holding the back of your head. You kissed your way down his Adams apple, all the way down until you got to his collar. He let out soft gasps as you travelled but by the time you got to his collar he tugged your head back. He couldn't get to your neck and shoulders. Not with your shirt in the way.
"Take. It. Off." He growled. You bit your lip but complied, pulling your shirt over your head. Alec quickly took it and tossed it behind him before pushing you back onto the bed, his lips latching to your throat.