Learning to love

5

PORSCHE

I walked slowly on the tile of the balcony towards Kinn who was looking at the stars, at the lights of the night. Since I came from the office, there was something strange about him, he seemed to be sad and brooding. I knew he was still suffering from the breakup between him and Tae, just because he had been uninspired to take Time's side in an argument after Vegas beat him up when he tried to hit Tae and after what offended him. I gently put my hands around his waist, pressing my head to his shoulder.

"I left you sleeping," he says, bringing his glass of drink to his mouth.

"The bed is too empty; I woke up missing you." I tell him and kiss his neck lightly. "Why did you leave me?"

"I couldn't sleep, and I didn't want to wake you up, you were sleeping so beautifully."

"You know I can't sleep without you next to me Kinn. Tell me what happened." I tell him with a sigh, I hate to see him so upset.

"Tonight, Tae left for Japan, as he discussed with you, but he didn't say goodbye to me, I know he's upset, but I thought he still sees me as his friend."

"I'm sure Tae still sees you as his friend, but maybe he's just hurt. But I don't think that's the only problem, tell me the real reason please."

"I had a discussion with my father before I came to the Porsche bedroom and I don't know what to do," he tells me and I realize that something was not right, maybe what the old man from Kinn wanted.

"Tell me!"

"He gave me until Khun's birthday to kill Vegas, Venice and Macau." He tells me and turns to face me, looking at me with eyes full of tears. "I know that there is not a great friendship between me and the three, but I can't kill them, damn it, they are family. Maybe my father is right, maybe I am too weak to lead this family, but how can I murder, now that everything is for the better?" 

"Kinn, I don't agree with you doing this." I tell him raising his head to look at me. "It's your choice, if you want to do this or not, but only if you try to do this, I promise you that I will disappear from your life and believe me when I say that you will never see me again."

"You're not near me either." he tells me, and his look breaks my heart.

"No Kinn, I'm not with you when you choose to do something that will make our family suffer. How do you think Pete will survive without them? What do you think will happen if any of them survive? If Macau and Venice die and Vegas stays alive, it will be a whole war, you know that very well, Vegas is able to take it and I'm afraid that it will come out victorious. Or if Vegas dies, the whole relationship with Shino will fall., you know he only agreed because he is Vegas' best friend and he would definitely choose to avenge him," I say to my boyfriend who was still very close to me.

"I don't know what to do Porsche. Should I go over my father's word and do what I think or should we enter into a war from which we might come out crumpled?" he asked me and I didn't know what to answer, not because I didn't have the words but because I didn't want to tell him something that was going to be a real disaster.

Another person

In a dark room, through which the light had not made its presence felt for a long time, two dark silhouettes listened attentively to the discussion of the two lovers, ready at any time to make a radical decision.

"It's time!" says the older man, while the young man just silently approves of the plan they were going to implement.

PORSCHE