Learning to love

Vacation with Pete and Vegas 1. (Prolog )

Hi, this chapter is a prologue for the beginning of the book. All the action takes place between the Vegas accident and the beginning of this book, which is a Fan Fiction for Kinn Porsche books.

VEGAS

I open the bedroom door, hitting it hard against the bedroom wall, while maddened with anger, I head towards the man in front of me, who was holding that little devil in his arms, thinking that this would protect him from my anger. Almost seven months had passed since the accident I had and where I almost lost my life, the seven months that I spent with Pete and which, to tell you the truth, were not as rosy as I had hoped. I stand in front of the two, watching Pete swallow hard, then take two steps back, holding Venice in his arms, as if trying to protect him.

"Vegas?"

"When were you going to tell me that we're going to spend the next weekend at the beach, together with my good-for-nothing cousins?" I asked him and tried to keep calm as much as possible, even though I was incredibly angry, somehow, I did not want to make him scared of me. "Answer me!"

"I swear that I wanted to tell you since Khun NO told me about his plans, but in the last week you were more absent or angry and I didn't want to make you even more angry," he answered.

"Put Venice down." I order him, and for a few moments Pete looks at me, then he does as I say.

As soon as Venice is safely in his place in the cot in our room, yes, the little monster is sleeping with us, I grab Pete by the hair and slam him hard against the wall, making him let out a few moans of pain, while my hand digs into his neck.

"How many times have I told you Pete, that I am not going to spend another second in the presence of my cousins, when it is not necessary."

"Please Vegas, it hurts." he begged me, while his eyes filled with tears. "Please calm down, we can talk when you're calm, you're scaring me."

I carefully look at his eyes, which were now lined with tears, and forcefully draw air into the pipette before letting go, letting it fall to the floor. It was hard for me to hold back, for years he exercised my anger through violence, especially on others, and now, sometimes it was hard for me to stop when it comes to Pete. I knew that in most cases, he liked my violence, especially during our sex parties, but now, somehow, his look worried me. I sat on the couch in the middle of the room and looked at him, who was trying to get up from the floor and come to me, my anger made his legs jelly again.

"I can tell Khun we're not going, but please calm down." he tells me after a few moments in which the silence was oppressive.

"I don't understand why you want us to spend time with them? I am not enough for you, time with me does not satisfy you. What do I have to do to be enough for you?" I ask him, trying to figure out what I am doing wrong, why does he not like to spend time with me, as I like to spend time with him, even if Venice is around, which I had learned to completely ignore.

Pete gets up from the floor and comes to me, sitting on the couch and grabbing my arm to force me to look at him.

"Vegas, you have to understand that what you think is not true. I love spending time with you, yes, lately Venice is taking up all my time, but I try to spend as much time with you as I can. Did you notice that every evening when you come back from the office, I am waiting for you, I give you permission every time to drag me in whatever ways you want, even if at some moments it is painful for me. But my wish is that we get along well with the family you, your cousins as they are, are part of your family and it is better that way." he says then kisses my palm, then places it on his cheek.