The Switch

Talk

You trailed behind Namjoon on the way to his house. Not wanting to leave your car at work overnight, you decided to just follow him to his house since you would most likely be staying the night. You hoped, at least.

The anticipation was nearly killing you. You were so excited to talk with him. And also, of course..what would come afterwards. Namjoon turned on his blinker as you finally pulled into his driveway.

You parked behind him and watched him climb out of his Escalade. He looked at you with a slight grin and nodded his head toward the house, signaling you to come inside. You quickly obeyed.

Once you were both inside, Namjoon led you to the dining room where there was an array of candles set up around the table, surrounded by countless red rose petals. You couldn't help but smile widely at the thought of him planning this out for you.

"You did all of this?" You asked quietly, gesturing towards the table.

"Only for you, my love." He answered, leading you to your seat. You sat down slowly, unable to get rid of the grin on your lips. Namjoon sat opposite of you and rested his arms on the table.

You felt yourself growing nervous as he stared at you. You figured he would only have one thing on his mind right now, but you quickly realized his eyes weren't full of lust and want like they usually were. They were full of...love? Compassion? It made your stomach do a backflip.

"So..what did you want to talk to me about?" You asked hesitantly. The anticipation was killing you.

"Y/n."

Your breath hitched as your name fell from his lips so sweetly.

"Yes?"

He shifted his gaze down at the table before taking your hand in his. He looked back up at you with tear-filled eyes. It completely caught you off guard.

"I realize that I've only known you for a little while. And we've only had a very specific relationship. But I can't do that anymore."

You felt your heart fall in disappointment at the sound of his words. Your head dropped slightly.

Namjoon brought a hand across the table and lifted your head up to face him again. "Let me finish."

You nodded silently, signaling him to continue.

"I can't just have sex with you. I want more than that. I want you all to myself, all the time. I want to take you on late night diner dates. I want to come see you at work. I want to take you out for lunch when you're at work. I want to hold your hand while we walk down the street. I want you. All of you."

You felt your mouth drop open at his words. You were absolutely shell shocked at the idea that Namjoon wanted you in that way. This whole time, you were convinced all he wanted you for was for sex. But that clearly wasn't the case anymore.

"Joon.."

He looked at you with love filled eyes, anxiously waiting for your response.

"I want all of that too.." You looked down shyly, blushing once again. You finally brought your gaze back to meet his to see a smiling Namjoon with his dimples on display for you.

He stood up and made his way over to you, pulling you up out of your seat gently. He pulled your waist into his, holding you carefully with one hand while his other hand caressed your face. He stared down into your eyes, love overflowing everywhere.

Namjoon slowly pressed his lips into yours, causing a soft moan to escape you. He ran his soft lips across yours repeatedly as he kissed you, taking his time to make sure he kissed every part of you. He pulled away from you and cupped your cheek in his hand.

"I love you, y/n."

You stared at him with wide eyes as you tried to understand what he had just said to you. He loved you. You. Why?

"I love you too, Joon."

He looked at you, confused about the hesitation in your voice. "Are you sure?"

You looked up at him again, squeezing his arm in confirmation. "I'm absolutely sure. It's just..why me?"

Namjoon sighed, biting his bottom lip. He stared into your eyes and pulled you close once again.

"You've made me feel something that I haven't felt in a long time. From the very first night that I met you in that club, I knew you were different. Sure, I thought we would only have a sexual relationship. But as time kept going, I realized that every minute that I was away from you, I was miserable. I wasn't just craving you in bed. I was craving your laugh, your smile, the way you blush when I tell you you're beautiful, or how you scrunch your nose when you're focused on something. I craved all of the sweet details that make you, you. And I don't want anyone else to have that. I'm selfish. I want all of you to myself. Always."

You couldn't believe what you were hearing. You didn't know what to say. To know that Namjoon felt all of those things for you, and you felt all of those things for him, blew your mind.

"Joon, I don't know what to say. But, I've felt the same way for a while now. I was just afraid you didn't want that with me because you made it clear from the beginning that we weren't going to be anything other than, well, fuck buddies."

You watched as Namjoon's face fell at your words.

"I hate myself for making you believe that. I know it's what I told you, and I believed that it would be the case too. But you proved me wrong for the first time in what feels like years. I haven't wanted to try to love someone again until I met you."

You brought your lips to his, kissing him passionately over and over. His words seemed to have sent a wave of electricity coursing through your body. You felt like you were on Cloud 9 and you couldn't be happier.

Namjoon let out a low groan into your lips before pulling back to look at you. You flashed a small grin up at him, watching his every emotion.

"I'm all yours, sir."

Your breath hitched as you watched his eyes turned from love to lust.

"You know baby..."

He brought his hand into your hair, twirling a small piece between his fingers. You knew what was coming. But you were feeling brave.

"Yes?" You responded in the brattiest tone you could let out.

Namjoon's eyes flickered with excitement. He loved it when you were bratty for him. It gave the punishment an even greater pay off.

"I'm still not happy about your little friends that I met today. Seems like they want what's mine." He gripped your throat suddenly, making sure to emphasize that last word. You grinned, biting your lip as he leaned down to your ear.

"Guess I gotta show you just how mine you really are."