What have I done? (Naruto various yandere!x fem!Reader)

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I sat up with a jolt, seeing Jelly at my feet. Her head shot up as I sat up, I like to think that was her way of asking if I was ok. I sighed and looked around the room, it looked like a hospital room. I tried to get up and put a little too much pressure on my right leg, the cut I thought was only enough to make a small incision was apparently much deeper than that. And damn did it hurt.

"Ah!-" I stopped trying to move and instead went to grab my leg. i blinked rapidly trying to shake the pain of, and instead of the room I saw flashes of blue and itachi. I sucked in a shallow breathe and a whimper escaped as I remember what happened last night. Kakashi came into the room.

"What happened last night?" I looked up at him and half expected him to be mad at me, but he looked more concerned." You were found near the Uchiha residence, and all except one Uchiha is dead and one is missing." I felt my eyes well up with tears.

"So I couldn't save them..." I don't even know how I would be able to save them. I'm small and no match for Itachi. Kakashi came over to me and knelt in front of my small form. The hospital, which had mostly natural lighting, felt like too much. It felt like i'd go blind just by looking at the white floor. Before I could close my eyes I watched as the tears slowly fell of my face.

"Y/n, if you know what happened we need to know." Kakashi said soothingly, putting his hand on my shoulder. I shook my head.

"I need to speak to him."
"To who?"

To Sasuke. I need to make sure he's okay.

I got lost in my thoughts of who i'd say. I needed to talk to Kakashi before I talked to anyone, but I don't know how to talk about anything.

"Y/n, who?" Kakashi asked turning his head so his eye would meet mine.

"Sasuke." Kakashi shook his head at my request. I assumed for a moment that my being here changed so much of what actually happened in the anime, that I could've just accidentally being here killed Sasuke. My eyes watered up more.

"Currently, he's being questioned to see what he knows. So unfortunately I cant bring him here right now." Kakashi stood up and patted my head while I just stared at the floor for a second.

"Kakashi?" I asked to the room.

"Yes, Y/n?" He turned around to me.

"I need to tell you something as well..." I looked over at him, finally taking my eyes off the floor. He looked at me too.

"Yes?"
"I- I can see colors when I close my eyes," I said, not knowing how to word it. Kakashi chuckled at my words.

"How bad were you hurt? You didn't receive any bad injuries to your head." He went to open the door.

"Kakashi, this is serious!" I yelled at him before he opened the door anymore."Sometimes, if I focus hard enough I can see colors that represent people, and that's how I knew the Uchiha's were getting murdered. I don't know how I got there, I had the sudden urge to leave the Daycare-school thingy and got away without anyone seeing me. And it felt like I took a couple of steps and then it was night time and I wasn't far from the Uchihas. I closed my eyes in an attempt to see if I could see the village." I started hyperventilating again, I felt like I was still there." I watched as some of the colors faded from the people, almost like blowing out a candle..." I put my arms around myself, hoping it'd give me some kind of comfort. It didn't. "Then you showed up- er, a copy of you. You didn't say anything to me you just put your hand on my shoulder and, I ran. It didn't Feel like you. Jelly even growled at you. She-she's never done anything like that Kakashi." the man I was talking to moved away from the door, slightly closer to me. Not interrupting me, just listening.

"When'd you find out you could do this?"

I only shrugged in reply. "I don't know, I closed my eyes one day while I was out and colors were everywhere. It startled me at first, and then I found it oddly beautiful. Of course until last night." I hung my head low. "I'm sorry..." I whispered. It felt unreal. For a moment it felt like I was in third person watching myself move around. "I'm so so sorry." I put my head in my hands. Apologizing to Kakashi, and to all the dead Uchihas.

"It isn't your fault, Y/n." He said it felt insincere. But I guess I'm only going off of feelings right now. Feelings I've somehow forgotten how to regulate. God damnit I hate crying in front of people." When they found you, you were falling from a tree, and had blood all over you-."
"It was you who found me wasn't it?" I could barely recognize the voice then, but now it seems almost stupid obvious it was him.

"Where did the blood come from Y/n." This interrogation made me feel uneasy like I actually did do something wrong. And remembering was the worst part.

"Itachi..." I said as I looked up at him. It felt like I had whispered a curse word. Like saying it was an instant death sentence. my hands shook as I moved back onto the bed. "He came to-" I looked around the bed frantically trying to find a bag or garbage can. Kakashi brought the garbage can from next to the door to me as I threw up into it. I felt a large pain on my spine while my eyes burned. I couldn't stop throwing up either. I didn't realize how much blood was on him, and it didn't help that he had grabbed me. The whole scene played out in my head exactly the same, and it hurt. Not only the physical pain, but it hurt to think about how he looked. I remember his eyes, they reminded me of the void I saw when I met Kurama for the first time.

Holy shit I met Kurama. I reached for the water next to my bed. Again seeing how small my body is. i took big gulps of the water. And looked back at Kakashi." Can we go home? It doesn't feel right to be here."

"Of course." He said quickly, putting the garbage down and going to the other side of the room, grabbing crutches I hadn't even noticed. He handed them to me and called Jelly off the bed to follow us. He signed me out of the hospital and walked me back to the house. As we walked through the village streets I felt like everyone stared at me, I hate it. I bet they assume the worst of me. The all probably think I did it. We finally arrived at the house.

I walked to the couch and sat down quickly."Now," he said, grabbing another glass of water and placing it on the table in front of me. I gulped and looked at him.

"Itachi had found me while I was trying to get back to the village and tell someone to check out the Uchiha residence, I didn't want to go."

Because I was scared. Geez, how pathetic can you be Y/n?

"Itachi found me when I wasn't far from getting out and grabbed my foot, I was traveling above the trees instead of inside the leaves. And when he grabbed me, my back hit the branch he was perched on, and-" I shivered." I saw his eyes Kakashi, and they were not friendly." I shook my head and wrapped my arms around myself.

I'd always romanticized the idea of being a ninja from the hidden leaf. And the show did not do anything accurately.

"Kakashi, am I a suspect for the person who murdered the Uchihas?" He shook his head.

"No, i think you should get some rest, Y/n. This is an extremely traumatizing experience. You need your rest." He ruffled my hair and picked me up." Let's get you to bed." He says, walking down the hall. I let out a sad laugh at the thought of me running across this ceiling like a spider, only hours before the death of an entire clan.

I felt horrible like I could've done something to change the outcome. But I don't know if I really could've changed anything. Would I have just ended up being another body on the floor? Would Itachi have left someone else alive instead? I lay in my bed, this time without Jelly to comfort me. I felt alone, like the eyes of Itachi were the four corners of my wall. I curled up and turned on my side.

This isn't real, right? I'll get up in a couple of hours to go to work. I'll forget all of this.

And-and this is just a really really real dream.

Right?

*Edited January 31 2022*

*Published February 1st 2022*