An Hour Glass Of Memories

Meds

He had woken up, laid in bed contemplating his life decisions, gotten out of bed, wanted to get back in because it was cold, didn't, and showered.

When he got out of the shower he walked over to the mirror when he had gotten his pyjamas back on so he could go back to his room. He looked in the mirror before taking his toothbrush and putting some strawberry-flavoured toothpaste on it.

He loved the taste of strawberry. It was brilliant in his eyes.

He finished brushing his teeth and wiped his mouth before going back to his room and shutting his door behind him.

He went over to the closet and opened it trying to choose an outfit. He stared at all his clothes completely stuck on what he should wear.

There were some hoodies, t-shirts, trousers, anything but he could not choose.

Every time he went to look at something he saw something else and couldn't decide. He eventually sighed and randomly chose a t-shirt and some trousers to wear.

It was... a slight mix-and-match but it functioned as a working outfit.

It was a red and black striped top with long sleeves and a collar. The trousers were very baggy and a black colour with some patches on them that did not at all match the top.

Suddenly a strand of his hair fell into his face and he tried to tuck it behind his ear. It almost immediately fell back into his face again. He tried to sort it a few times before getting extremely upset with it and throwing his phone across the room at a wall.

It clattered against the wall and fell behind his desk loudly.

He quickly ran over to the desk and checked behind it. His screen protector was smashed into piece and he was panicking.

He felt himself start to cry and he sat down on the desk chair panicking.

Suddenly there was a knock on his door.
"Dabi? What was that? There was a bang are you alright?" Compress asked worried.

Dabi felt an overwhelming sense of anger and frustration take over an yelled back a line of curse words and told him to fuck off.

The other seemed to take the hint and walked off. Dabi quickly started to feel bad.

He hadn't meant to yell at him.

Compress was just trying to help him after all.

He shoved that thought out of his mind and took a deep breath standing up and trying to collect himself. He needed to control his anger or he might hurt someone and he really, really, really didn't want that.

He left his room and went into the main room instead to get some breakfast.

When he walked In he got some annoyed glances and some that just looked upset with him but he managed to ignored them until he got into the kitchen.

It wasn't empty when he went in but as soon as they saw him they left.

He felt his heart sink and he looked down at his feet. He hadn't meant to snap at him. He wouldn't of done it on purpose!

Why didn't they get that?

He felt angry again when he thought about how they all acted like a family until he couldn't control it anymore and then just got upset all over again.

He sat down on the floor of the kitchen crying. He quietly whispered to absolutely no one to forgive him and that he really hadn't meant to hurt anyone if he had.

Very suddenly he snapped again and screamed. His head felt horrible and it was so crowded.

Someone rushed in and sat next to him soothing him gently,
"Hey kid what's wrong?! What happened?!" They asked putting a kind hand on his shoulder. He knew who it was.