A new life(Editing in progress)

Break

"I have to go" North said when he returned from taking his call

"Where" Mark asked

"One of my classmates needs me since we are doing a group project"

North was lying and he didn't have no fucking group project that he was doing-  the person that called was Param

"Really?" Ae asked

"Yeah, you think I am lying?"

"No, we just didn't know you were actually doing work in school" Del didn't fully believe him, but didn't want to bully her brother into telling the truth

"Well, I am and I have to leave now, so- bye" North waved his hands as he made his exit

"Who thinks he is lying?" Ae asked in which everybody raised their hands

North and Param

Instead of meeting at the hotel as they usually do, North went to Param's apartment. One of the few times he had been at Param's

"What did you want to talk about?"  North saw that Param was not talking to him, but rather was just quiet and looked sad

"Do you like me?" Param finally spoke

"Of course I do" North was wondering why Param was asking this kind of question

Though they don't really talk about their relationship, he thought Param had already stopped questioning his feelings from him

"Are you sure?" Param asked

"Param, how many times do I have to tell you that I love you"

His eyes widened when he realized that this was the first time he told Param that he loved him. He also realized this was the first time he had told anybody that he was sleeping with that he loved them

But then again to think about it, Param wasn't anybody, he was someone he loves

"You love me?" Param was shocked that North said those words

"Yes, I think- I know I do" North was definitely sure that he loves Param

'Then why are you ashamed of me?"

"Ashamed, why would I be ashamed of you?" North was confused

"If you are not, then why don't we ever go out on a real date or even for a walk outside to the park or something" Param cried out

North's heart broke to think that Param thought him to be ashamed of him. He became sad to see him cry

"Because-" North was about to answer, but was interrupted by Param

"Why is it that I am the one who calls you most of the time and when you do call me it ends up in you and I having sex and not really talking?"

"And then in the morning you are gone" 

"I guess I am not good at the dating thing"

North knows that he lacks communication when he comes to relationship, he thought that it was okay since he tried to show his love though actions

"So we are dating?" Param didn't know that they officiate their relationship

"I guess I wasn't clear on that too" 

North was asking in his head what the hell was wrong himself

"I think we need time apart to think this through" Param suggested

"You wanted to break up?" North asked

Param placed his hand on North's face and smiled. "No, I just think we need to think about what we want separately and talk about it when we are ready"

"Yeah I agree" North held Param's hand that was on his face and held onto it 

"I know I love you and that will never change" 

"And I don't doubt that, we just need a little time away to think about what we want this relationship to be" Param too was sad to not be with North for a few days, but he knew it was best for them