heartsick | junhao

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mingyu and chan watched as wonwoo walked back to them with both a tear stained face and smile, "he's okay," wonwoo said, "he said you two can go see him as well if you'd like."

chan thought that was an absolutely ridiculous question, as he got up immediately and basically sprinted to junhui's room.

"hey, chan!" jun greeted the younger, who had a large smile on his face. jun couldn't help but smile from seeing how adorable he was.

"hi junnie, how are you feeling?" chan asked, pulling a seat up next to the bed.

"junnie?" jun laughed, chan felt his face heat up upon seeing jun's reaction to the nickname,

"i'm sorry, would you rather me not call you that?" chan asked,

"no, no, i thought it was cute! no one else has called me that before so..." jun reassured, smiling softly at chan. "and, i'm feeling okay! the nurses said i should be able to get out later if my condition doesn't get worse."

"would you mind me hanging out with you and wonwoo at school tomorrow?" chan asked, "i don't wanna hang out with minghao as of now, i mean, after what he did to you," chan trailed off as he slowly realized junhui may not want to talk about it.

"of course, you're always welcomed." junhui said with a smile, chan simply smiled back before leaning back on his chair.

-

minghao knew what he did was wrong, and regretted it. but he was way too caught up in the moment to care.

honestly, the fight was all he could think about. he walked away, but it wasn't like he got far. he still watched as junhui laid unconscious on the floor bleeding, he watched as wonwoo cried on mingyu's shoulder, he watched as students all stared at the scene in shock, he watched as chan ran and got a teacher, and all he could do was watch.

he didn't even know what came over him. he just got so pissed that junhui had the nerve to ask him to be friends.

usually, he would accept a request and just make it a point to not be too close, but apparently he was just feeling a little bitchy today.

minghao didn't even know why he hated gay people so much. he just did. his parents never were homophobic, they supported everyone, and his friends were gay. he really had no reason to be homophobic,

i mean, him being a self-proclaimed homophobe didn't change the fact he wanted to kiss super pretty boys and spend the rest of his life with them. that didn't make him gay, he was just enjoying other boys looks.

that was totally it.

but the feeling junhui gave minghao was something he had never felt before. the feeling of his heart feeling so full that it could explode was something he had never felt. not even with his girlfriend.

minghao would always reason it with, 'maybe i'm just angry that he keeps looking at me'. but he had felt anger before, and anger doesn't come in the form of wanting to give someone a tender kiss.

that's when minghao decided to do research. he wanted to learn more about the lgbt and maybe try and understand it,

this research wasn't for him. it was for his friends.

and that's how minghao found himself on an "Am I Gay?" quiz.

-

jeonghan and seungcheol stood at the usual meet up spot hand in hand, this was how they always were before minghao would come, they'd get as much affection from each other as they could before it had to come to a stop because minghao's glare was too much to handle.