Her shades of Hues

Chapter 8

Felicity's pov.

I sigh to the air. The salty air is cold and it feels like it's striking underneath my skin. I'm at the balcony of our hotel room.

Ugh! "Hate those people having a good time in the club right now. I want the taste of tequila sunrise!" I licked my lower lip and bit it.

The hotel we are checked in is near at club. Isn't that perfect? Having a club near a hotel? It's dangerous to drive if you are drunk that's why a hotel near is definitely a good thing. Then, a beach is good for people who loves the salty air after having some drinks, and for people who has some issues, the beach would definitely give the person some comfort, plus the stars above! Oh God! How perfect!

I slowly touched my stomach. If only I am not pregnant, but that's okay! I'll have my moment soon. I'll be back here to have a taste of that scenario.

But... What if I became a housewife? A Mom with a routine of pumping her breast for the baby? Feeding the baby alone and checking on it all the time? Bullshit! As I think of it, the more I get scared.

I never admitted it but I'm truly scared. I think I'm not ready to be a mother any sooner. I'm not a teen anymore but I felt my situation is just like teenage pregnancy.

My hands trembling as they wipe the tears on my cheeks.

I curse my birth mom a lot but now that I'm in this situation, I'm being a coward. Fucking drama, isn't it?

I heard a small knock on the door. I swiftly wipe the remaining tears as I inhaled deeply. As I exhaled, from the straight line my lips form into, it was slowly turned into a smile. I'm smiling but didn't bother to turn around.

We had an argument or maybe that's not an argument... maybe we just barely talked about our situation and just factual things about the relation we have.

I was about to turn around but I felt a cozy cloth slowly put at my shoulders. I slowly turned around to see Rhys. His eyes screams remorse.

"Let's go out."

"For what?" I coldly ask.

"Watch the stars and the wave of the ocean?" It was supposed to be a statement but it sounds like a question.

"Why should I watch the stars? Would they move?" I sarcastically said and was about to take off the cardigan he placed in my shoulders but he suddenly hugged me.

He shouldn't do this at the first place if he doesn't want me to make any assumption about our relationship! Fine! I was mad when he said that I'm his child's Mother but not his wife because I assumed that maybe he has some thoughts about making me even just his girlfriend, right?

I placed my left hands on my mouth to stop the little sobs to be heard. Yes, I'm crying in his arms, I can't force myself any longer to stop my tears but somehow, I can't let him hear the sobs, because it ain't cute, it sounds like a pig.

"I'm sorry." He whispered.

"Why do you keep on apologizing? Why can't you just man up?"

"Right. But I have to apologize again for the mistake I'm already causing you despite the thought that you don't know about it."

My forehead creased and looked up to see his facial expression. What is he talking about? I was about to say something but he suddenly grabbed my hand and started to make me follow his steps.

My lips parted as I slowly turned to see Rhys. Why is he suddenly doing this to me? Fuck this charm he has on me and despite the truth that he knows that I'm already smitten, he do this anyway.