"If by Chance"

Chapter 6.

Khun Sam POV.

"I told you that you should stay here at the office 24/7,where the hell have you been?!?"

She throw the book binder at me and it hits my face causing me to had a wound at my lips because it hits the sharp part of the binder.

She's always like this everytime she sees my face,like I'm the worst granddaughter she've ever been had in her entire life.She's not against in my sexual orientation but at the same time she didn't even show any supports about it she was just silent.

I pick up the book binder and place it at my desk,deep sigh I take a sit on my swivel chair.

It's just a waste of time if I'll fight with her,there's nothing I can do anyways.

"I just visit Dew,that's all.."

"You visited Dew or visited Dew's sister?.. didn't I tell me stop messing around women,they're just a waste of time.."

"What do you want me to do then?? mess up with men..?"

I said it in a calm way so that she'll never misunderstand me.

"I'm not against to your sexuality child,I just want you to give your---"

"full attention to my work and fucos more to the companies especially the AIS because someday I'll be the one who gonna be the owner of it all...yes grandma I already know what you're talking about because you already said it to me like thrillion times.."

I put a words in her mouth so that our topic won't be extended.

"Well,yeah all of this will be your's someday,that's why I want you to handle it right child..don't get me wrong doesn't mean I argue with you all the time I don't love you anymore,because truth to be told you're the best grandchild for me followed by Isra..you just don't know how blessed I am that you're here and you never get tired of understanding me.."

This is new...I've never heard anything about this before from grandma because she's always mad at me,she hits me,slap me,she even punch me don't get me wrong she's already 75 but she's still so strong she can lift a box full of book,she can walk about half of a mile..

Maybe i'm the one who really misunderstood it all..

I'm only 4 years old and Isra is so younger that time when our parents got to the car accident,they both rush to the hospital but they're dead on arrival,'til that time grandma was the only person who took care of us or should I say took care to Isra because she haven't throw any single attention to me until I grow up,every school meeting no one attending it for me and if I complained she keep saying *you're already old enough to handle yourself* that was also the reason why I bullied Mon when we're on grade school,of course I knew that it was Mon eversince who can I forgot my first love face??

Anyways,about grandma she's always want me to be independent she don't want me to depends on her and I hate it honestly,she give her full support to Isra but nothing for me, she's always hard towards me,she keep telling me *I don't want to see your face,you're such a useless brat,why wouldn't you be more independent so that you'll learn how to stand on your own feet* and it really hurts me honestly,there's no nights I didn't cry and overthink all of the words she said,I keep questioning myself because of her words..

And this...this right here is so new to me..

I didn't expect she'll said those words that I keep longing to hear for such a long time..