"If by Chance"

Chapter 24

Khun Sam POV.

"I didn't realized your still standing strong after all those things I've done to you.."

She walk closer to me and I keep on stepping back until I suddenly pinned at the wall as I keep avoiding her..

"What do you want from me??I already broke up with Mon.."

I avoided her eyes looking at the other side of the wall..

Her breath was so hot but I don't care about it anymore...I don't like this thing anymore...

"What's wrong Sam,don't you miss my me?"

She started to caress my shoulder while her lips started to touch the skin in my neck...

I close my eyes in fear....

Can someone help me?

She's so strong..

I can't even move my arms because of she's holding it so tight..

"Please Jess,stop this.."

I plead in fear...

I sense that she look at me so I slowly close my eyes..

I look at her while I'm tears keep streaming..

Her lusted eyes turns into a pity one..

Those eyes are so tired...

She slowly caress m face as she wipe out my tears..

"Please...please stop this..I'm sorry if I leave you..I don't know what to do before..I..I want to find myself but then..I found Mon..I'm sorry..please forgive me for what I've done to you.."

She didn't say any words..her tears as well keep flowing through her cheek..

She smile at me in bitterness..

"I didn't mean to harm anyone around you,Khun Sam.. I'm just so down since the day you left me..my anger ate me..I let my pain ate me as well to do that I forgot that we're all the same..we had feelings,feelings change..and changes is already a part of us..."

She pause for a second..

"You really love her..I saw that all..I witness it all.."

"Jess..."

She smile at me again,but this time it's a smile that can fades all the fears in me..

"If you really love her and she loves you more than I've done,then it's ok now....I understand now that you're not really mine anymore...please be happy with her 'til you both gets old..."

I slowly nod...

"I'm sorry again,jess.."

She cup my face as she kiss my forehead..

I can't help myself but to burst in tears with her kiss..

It's a kiss that telling me she's finally accepted her defeat...

A kiss that she's finally letting me go...

No threats,no bad articles..no protests..

"Be happy with her...that's all I want for the both of you.."