"If by Chance"

Chapter 22

Khun Sam POV.

I can't take anymore,I run away from the morgue and headed at the rooftop of the hospital..

I saw a tall man as soon as I reach the top of the building but I didn't mind him..

I walk closely to the edge and look down..

It's quite high..

"Why!!why you're doing this!!you let me broke up with me girlfriend and now you let Abba die!"

I shouted under my breath while looking at the sky,my tears my falling down I don't care about it anymore..

All I can do right is to shout it all out..

I shout and shout and shout until my throat gives up..

"Why?.."

I slowly ask myself as I slowly sit down at this lonely topfloor..

I hug my own knees and cry all the pain out..

All I want is to had a happy and healthy relationship with Mon,but we ended separated..

I want Abba forever by my side by turns out she died..

I received threats, decreases sales,fake articles and I'm still here fighting..

Alone.

Why does the world so unfair?

Can someone even cheer me up now?

Mon...

Mon...

Mon...where are you,I need you now..I'm sorry I mess up hon..I'm so sorry..

I decided to stands up and wipe my tears but then that tall man that I saw recently walk towards me..

I immediately stood up and fix my clothes..

Wipe my tears and acted like I'm still fine..

Even I'm dying inside..

"Sam?"

He calls me out.

"Good evening,sir.."

I greeted him..

He's different right now,his eyes are swelling and he seems kind.

"What are you doing here?are you here to visit my daughter??"

He ask me..I'm stunned.. confused.

Visit?

"Haven't you read her texts to you??"

He followed up.

"I haven't read it all since the night I broke up with her.."

Mon's dad are starting to cry again..

Did he already realized what he done??

"Here...take this...Mon write it down before she committed suicide.."

He pause for a second and handed me a piece of paper..

"Suicide??Is she ok??can I see here??I promise I just gonna sneak out sir..i-"

I got panic in no time...

What happened to her??

This is all my fault for sure...